Joshleen: Hitched..

Happiness

~Three weeks later~

Colleen's POV
Things are back to normal and I'm so happy. Everything is great and we are having a pool party to kind of celebrate and reconnect with everyone. I'm so excited!! It's 8 pm right now and I'm setting up the food. People should be here in about 30 minutes. I walk out in the backyard to find Josh cleaning the pool with the skimmer. He looks so cute in his flower swim trunks. "Hi baby" I say to him. "Hey beautiful. What you doing?" "Lookin at my hot husband." I say and smile big. He smirks and walks over to me. He kisses me softly and pulls away. I pull his head back for more and kiss him passionately. He bites my lip and picks me up. He walks us in side and pushes me up against a wall. I want more. I slowly slide down the wall. I kiss him again but with tongue. I push him over to the couch. He pulls me on top of him and is rubbing my butt. I kiss his neck passionately. I start to suck a little hard. He let out a moan. "Hey guys! Woah sorry!!" Rebecca walks in. I pull away and smile. "Ew. It's a Zamolo." Josh says. "Shut up. I brought Vodka." She says. We all laugh as Matt slays is walking in. "What's going on?" He says. "Oh. They were making out on the couch and then... You just had to be there." Rebecca says.

Josh's POV

Everyone has been here for a while and we are all pretty drunk. Colleen and I went to get changed to get in the pool. She changes in the bathroom and comes out and asks me to tie her top. She looks on point. After I'm done she turns around and kisses me. I pick her up and carry her through the house. I get outside and everyone starts cheering. I jump in with Colleen.

Colleen's POV
I am talking with Ricky in the pool and he asks me what's on my wrists. Every one gets silent. Josh looks over at me with watery worried eyes. I clear my throat. "Ummm.." My eyes start to water. "Oh shit. I'm so sorry Colleen." Ricky says and pulls me into a hug. Every one is still shocked. Josh comes over to me and hugs me in the tightest hug. We stay there for about 2 minutes then release. "... So.. You guys know that I did self harm myself.... The reason why is because I.... Was pregnant and we lost the baby." I spoke up. Every one had tears in their eyes and said they were so sorry. "It's all over now and you have so many people that love you." Jenna says. I smile and everyone starts to cheer. I get out of the pool and smile. "Thanks guys." I say and turn the music up. Every one starts partying again. I walk in the house and I'm followed by Josh. He gives me a huge hug and won't let go. We stand there until I am okay. He gives me a shot to ease my mind and have fun again. A couple minutes later I'm feeling great. We walk back out there and decide to play truth or dare. Josh was dared to kiss Rebecca. My face turned white. "No." Josh says and Rebecca looks disappointed. "Oh come on just a peck." Tyler says. "No. I only want Colleen.... Don't get me wrong. Rebecca is very pretty but in my eyes I only see Colleen." He says and hugs me tight. I smile and kiss his cheek. He's so amazing. Even when he's drunk he still is faithful. That makes me happy. We have been playing for a while and we all start to get bored so go inside. It's so loud in there. I go to the pool for some peace and quiet and sit on the ledge.

Josh's POV
I tell everyone about the surprise I'm planning for Colleen and we all quietly walk outside. I see her sitting at the edge of the pool. I give her a kiss on the cheek and sit beside her. "What you doin baby?" I ask her. "Thinking about us" she says. "What about us?" "About how much I love you and how you're the best thing that has ever happened to me." She says. I get tears in my eyes. "Without you... I wouldn't be here today. I wouldn't be happy. I wouldn't know what it's like to love someone so much that it hurts to not be with them. I wouldn't know what it's like to be in love with your best friend. I wouldn't be able to get joy from just seeing you smile. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. I wouldn't be where I am today. I wouldn't be me." She says. A few tears fall from my face. I replay her beautiful words into my head. "I didn't think that perfection existed.. But then I met you. You are the most beautiful person inside and out. I couldn't even dare to imagine my life without you. You are my life Colleen. I wake up everyday knowing it will be a good day because I get to see you and your beautiful smile......Making you happy is my favorite thing to do. You never fail to amaze me. Every time you touch me I get butterflies just like the first time we met. When we first met, I already knew in that moment that I would never love any one else. In that moment I knew I wanted to marry you, have babies with you, be able to call you my wife, share memories with you, and make you the happiest you could ever be. Im obsessed with you baby and I love you as much as my heart will let me." I say to her. I wipe away her tears and look into her eyes. She gives me a passionate kiss holding onto my neck. We pull away when we hear sniffles from behind. I forgot they were there. "That is true love. That is what everyone dreams to have." Joey says. We both smile. I almost forgot about the surprise. "Well baby.. I got you something." I get up and bring out a big box. She opens it up and puts her hand over her mouth. "Do you like it?" "I love it baby! Thank you so much!!!"

I'm back!! Sorry I decided to be a little dick but here's this chapter.