Stay Awhile? (A Johnnie Guilbert FanFic)

Chapter 15

  A week later

Johnnie's POV

I am so excited. I'm going to be a dad. Like seriously this is crazy.

But I'm so nervous. I want to be the very best for son/daughter, but I'm scared I won't be. I'm scared they'll grow up thinking I'm mean. I'm scared they'll grow up being embarrassed that their dad is a youtuber. I'm scared that they'll grow up to be like me. I'm scared they won't trust me enough to tell me everything.

Today's the day we're going to tell Bryan about the baby. I mean, he already suspected something, but we're going to straight up tell him this time.

Lyric is on her way over here right now, and Bryan is in the shower. So I'm by myself. I can't stop over thinking everything, and it's really stressing me out.

I'm so afraid that my kid will have a bad childhood and grow up to be like me. I don't think I can stand knowing that my kid my grow up to be cutting themselves and me not knowing.

I don't want them to be put in a place with crazy people like I had to. God it was so terrible.

I sat there drowning in my own thoughts until I heard a knock on the door. It was either: A- the pizza I ordered earlier or B- Lyric. I was hoping it was B.

Just as I had hoped, when I looked out the peephole I saw small girl with long blue hair, pulling at the bottom of her shirt as she waited for me to open the door. I pulled the door open and engulfed we in a huge hug. I didn't really have a reason, I just really like hugging her.

She just hugged me back. I kissed the top of her head, finally letting go of our embrace. I lead her to the couch and we turned on Netflix and watched Supernatural until Bryan came out of the closet. I mean bathroom.

"So, you had news to tell me?" He asked, staring at both of us.

Lyric looked up at me, expecting me speak.

I gulped, "okay so... Lyric had been getting sick a lot in the mornings, so she took a pregnancy test... And it was positive. I'm going to be a dad!"

To my surprise, Bryan just screamed. Like, not like mad screamed. Like the band just got on the stage at a concert scream.

"Umm, you alright there?" Lyric laughed.

He just nodding and came and hugged us both.

"IM GONNA BE AN UNCLE" he yelled at the top of his lungs

"Bryan we're not legit brothers so-"

Lyric cut me off by saying "shhh let him have his moment" and we watched as he ran around the apartment.

I just shook my head laughing and wrapped my arm around Lyric.

Lyric's POV

I'm so scared. I know I'm underweight. I know I'm not ready to be a mom. Hell! Me and Johnnie aren't even officially dating right now! Plus, depression and anxiety are hereditary in my family, so I'm scared my kid will have them like me.

I don't want to be a bad parent like my mom. I want to love my child, and I want my child to love me back. I don't want my kid to lock the bathroom door and cut open their wrists. I don't want my kid to overdose like I did when I was in middle school.

I don't want my kid to be like me at all.

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Alrighty guys, thank you to everyone who has been reading this so far. I really appreciate it.

I think I owe yall an update.

Idk really no what to say so goodbye for now!

~peaceskies!