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sunday, nov. 16 detroit, mi
After spending the entire first half of my Sunday with Nicki, I really didn't want to leave her dorm. We were still cuddled up in her bed, now watching Youtube on her iPad together. I was so comfortable and very happy with us now being on good terms again. Unfortunately, it was going on three o'clock which I meant I had to leave soon to meet up with my parents for lunch. I wasn't sure what video they were referring to when they said they saw me partying and drinking, but I was just thanking the Lord above that it was only that and not a video from TheHive.
"I gotta go soon," I sighed, sitting up a little with Nicki still laying on my chest.
She immediately pouted, making me smile. She was so cute.
"Why? You don't got shit to do today, Beyoncé. Stay here."
"Girl..." I laughed. "Unfortunately, my parents are still here and I have to go to lunch with them. They saw some video of me drinking at a party, so they're freaking out like usual."
Nicki laughed a little, sitting up so I could fully get up. Her bed was so comfortable, I could just lay here all day.
"Bey, you're grown as fuck and you're in college. Do they expect you to not live your life?" She asked.
"Pretty much, yeah. My parents are super religious, so this is very scandalous in their eyes. I'm supposed to be a good church girl who only focuses on school," I sighed.
"Aww, but look at you now... eating my pussy in this twin bed."
I smacked my lips with a little laugh. This girl was so ridiculous. In all honesty, I felt like I had to pray and repent, because I did just eat her out and now I was about to go meet up with my parents. Very unholy of me. I felt a pit forming in my stomach as I thought again about the fact that I would one day have to come out to my parents. I loved my family so much, and despite my parents' flaws, I didn't want our dynamic to ever change. They could be extremely overbearing and very annoying at times, but they loved me and always treated me like their little girl no matter how old I got. I wasn't sure if I wanted to risk them treating me like a demon or a stranger just because of my sexuality.
"What's wrong?" Nicki asked, seeing my face.
I shrugged, pulling the cover back so I could get out of her bed. "Nothing. Just dreading this conversation. They're about to do the most."
