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Zayn pov:
"What auntie you cant be serious !!" Justin shouted beside my bed as we all stood there frozen after my aunt statement .
"You heared me jay ,zayn is going with me and that's final"
"B..but aunt..."i sutterd too suprized to continoue
" no zayn i have wanted to take you with me since you were five but my mother couldnt bare to be without you so i left knowing you will be safe and sound with her though after her death i get damn worried again but you never complained so i thought everything is okay and now with everything that happened i wont let you back there ever again" she stated
"Auntie i was the one who started it and you know how i badly messed up in the last months" i said looking down
"Noneless we all make mistakes that doesnt make anyone a bad person" she replied
"But I have school and friends here " I said looking finally at liam who seems to be dead to the word staring into space ,she sigh
"I know you can take a year break from colleage until you settle with me and offically change it or you could talk lessons on line whatever you choose"
" I dont know what to say" I said defeted
"You will say no that what you will do" justin shouted glaring at me
" justin" I sigh not knowing what to say
"no dont say anything zayn how could you agree to this you are leaving your country , your family , Me , liam and for what for some fucked up person that hurt you " he said through shaking voice
" louis has nothing to do with this jay" I yelled
"Yea right ,tell him liam Do you think louis has something to do with this ?"
Liam eyes stare at us for a seconds then he get up "I..I cant do this now" he left the room without looking back
"See you are hurting the wrong people zayn " he sighed staring at my eyes through his watery eyes ,I open my hands for him and he came sitting beside me wrapping his hands around my waist as we both start crying
"Hey now jay you could come with us if you want and you will have the same options as zayn i think he could use some company " justin left his head wipping his tears "why didnt you say something from the start?" He smiled
"Well you didnt exactly let me finish" we laughed at that
" but auntie what my father will say about that?!" I asked cringing at what he could do
"I will talk to him I am not letting him destroy your lives like he did to mine and if he refused then you are both 18 and legally he doesnt have a say in this " we both stayed silent deep in our thoughts , I couldnt know what to feel relived ,happy ,shoked but i found my mind running about one thing or better yet one person liam, liam and more liam.

"did you back all your things? "justin asked walking in my hospital room that I will sign out of it soon
"Yea I am ready "I said looking at my phone for the thousands Time this hour
"he didn't call " I shook my head no.
"don't worry he's head over heels for you he won't stay away much "I sent him glare and he sent me a wink
"so yesterday my aunt talked to our father about moving and they start arguing and yelling then he stormed out"
"oh god it won't end up good "I replied he nodded his head and mention for me to start moving, we met up with my aunt at the front desk as she signed some papers then we left the hospital,.
When we entered our house I was rushing to go to my room not feeling like talking to anybody but I stood still when I found my father standing in the middle of the living room where my step mom and Jason sitting behind him whispering to each other I shifted my eyes awkwardly trying to find what to say as I heard his feet moving on the ground and I felt my heart beating fast as I feel his shadow INFRONT of me and I build up the courage to look at him, his eyes softened when he met mines and he hold up his hands high I flinched away for second assuming he will hit me and he must have seen it because his expression turned guilty and suddenly I felt him pulling me in his strong arms whispering apologies in my ears as I excepted and wrapped my arms around him too he kissed my head and we stood there for few minutes until he pull apart and he gives me a sad smile and a pat on my cheek,
" the dinner will be ready in a few go take shower and rest until then "
I nodded giving Jason a smile as he waved at me.
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"Dad I need to do this for myself "I raised my voice a little to emphasize my words as we all were sitting around arguing about me and Justin moving
"but why is that? You have everything you need here "
"everything I need here not everything I want "
"and what do you want!?"
"I want to find myself, I want to leave all these memories behind me, I want to find my home "
"This is your home " he shouted
"this was never my home and it will never be " I yelled harder
"Well whose responsible about us losing the family home? "
"yaser " my aunt shouted beside me
"no auntie he is right but this is exactly what I am escaping from dad I can't live with you here knowing you will never forgive me "he sighed not denying that he hasn't forgive me yet but I can see him slowly approving about my move
"and why justin leaving too? " I shrugged as justin stood up answering for himself "you know me dad I am always up for changes and adventures besides I want to be with my big bro having his back cause we all know how big of baby he is without me " he winked towards me and I grin warmly at him I looked back at my father seeing him with hunched shoulder slightly defeated "I will think about it " he mumbled leaving as I locked my eyes with Justin both smiling as we both sure we win.
Hello to all of you wonderful people who still putting up with my shit I am sorry for the long ass wait and for the short chapter I promise with longer and sooner chapter next Time..
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