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zayn pov:

"are you going to your mom's house today?" my grandmom asked me this morning

"no,she called me this morning and said she has meeting and too busy to see me" i replied

"well dont be sad baby you know how she is"

"i am not, dont worry" but the truth is it really hurts alot ,the fact she left me 14 years ago to my grandmom because she doesnt want to look after me, and now she doesnt even want to see me.,i snapped out of my thought when my nan told me that i will be late to my school,so i said a good bye and left.

when i arrived i saw andy and nathan beside my locker ,andy saw me and wave to me to hurry to him i reached him and hug him "good morning nath" he hugged me more and said a hello back,then andy talked

"today i want you to meet my boyfriends jack so you two be ready by the end of school okay?"

"why you want us to meet him ?"nathan said

"cause i really really like him and you are my best friends and i want to know your opinion"he told us with pleading eyes.

i chuckled "of course we are going to meet him andy ,what are freinds for?"

andy grin then kiss my cheek and said "thank you ,thank you ,i love you so much "

"i love you too" i said

nathan snorts then said with a laugh "okay and i love you both but we are late to the class so c'mon"

school went painfully slow , i was fighting my eyes when the bell rang, i get my stuff then walked to the gate. i great my friends and we want to the park .

the meeting with jake was really good. he is a nice guy and he actully talk to me with smile and give me his number to hangout so that a great thing.

now, i am sitting on my bed doing some homework ,when i heared a loud knock on the front door , i frowned and looked at my watch it read 11:45 "what the hell?" i thaught, then get up to answer because of course my nan is sleeping right now.

i open it to see andy with crying face "what happened ?" i asked with a worried face

"dont play dump with me zayn"

"what?i dont get it"

"haha you are very funny , jake dumped me "

"what?why?"

"so you didnt think he will leave me after you told him all about my previous relationships and how i was player"

"what ?i didnt tell him anything i didnt even speak to him after our meeting"

"he said if your own friend talked like that about you how i am suppose to trust you "

"and why do you think it is me ha?"

"oh please zayn, nobody beside you and nathan met him and i am sure as hell it's not nathan who did it because he didnt need to but you on the other hand are jealous fat prick who cant have a boyfriend so he destroies others happiness....

"stop stop i thought i was your friend" i shouted with tears made their ways on my cheeks

" and i thought that too , how could i even talk to someone like you" he said then stormed out the door. i fell to the floor sobbing and crying my eyes out .

i couldnt sleep all night , all i was doing is crying as his words sting in my heart and thanking god that today is saturday so tomorrow we don't have school.
when the morming came i knew excatlly what i have to do so i get up and get ready then goes to his house.

i arrived and hit my fits at the door screaming to open it .a few seconds later the door swang open reliveing nathan with tired eyes

"why did you do it?"

"i..cause...."he started then looked down to his feet,

"so you admited it then "

"i am sorry so sorry"

"did you know how much his words hurted me last night ?"

"yes,he told me and i am truly sorry"

"you have to told him that"

"i know..."

"okay, just why ?"

"i love andy okay"

i was speechless for moments, "okay but you are coming with me now to tell him"

"okay ,yes it is now or never"

we walked to andy's house, i can see nathan is nervous so i put my arm around him ,he lifted his head and smiled to me ,when we arrived we rang the bell and waited a little .the door opened and came andy with angry face and said "what?"

"we came to explain" i said

"i dont want to hear you or see you zayn"

"stop talking to him like that , i did it ..." nathan said

"what?" andy said with shocked face

" i did it i told jake all that things "

"HOW COULD YOU?" scremed andy

"I WAS JEALOUS BECAUSE I HAVE FEELING FOR YOU " scremed nathan back

there was silent for moment then andy's eyes met mine's ,his face softened as he says

"zayn , i am trully sorry babe ,i ..."

"dont , i know you were angry but you hurt me alot ,and i just did this cause i have to prove to you that it wasn't me but i am going now cause you have something to discuss so...bye"

i walked away befor he can replay and didnt even fight my tears , i made my way to my house thinking of just one question:why me?