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zayn pov:

"happy birthday sunshine get up, get ready for your school baby"

i open my eyes to be met with my nan's happy ones , i got up and hug her

"good morning nan" with a kiss on her cheek she smiled then told me to get down to eat , i went to the bathroom and did my bisneuss then wore my school's uniform and checked myself in the mirror , yea i admit i am fat but that because food is the only thing that make me feel happy without judging me.

anyway i made my way downstairs and eat my birthday's breakfast then went to school , i met my friends Andy and Nathan and as usual Andy was talking about how perfect his boyfriend is and Nathan was rolling his eyes at him، later i met up with my step-brothers Jason and Justin who both forget about my birthday the truth is Justin is really nice but he cant talk alot with me cause his mother and brother don't like it so much ,whatever the school is finished, nothing happened during the day and i was walking home when Justin came running towards me Jason trailing behind and i stopped waiting for them

"are you coming tonight ?" i felt relly happy cause I thought he rememmbered

"why?"I asked him, he smiled

"its friday and you always spend the weekend with us rememmber? besides our dad is coming home from his job trep tonight..." and all the hope inside me vanished i mumbled a small "yeah" befor i walked away.

That night i was sitting with my dad and step-mom and my brotheres watching as they are openning the gifts my father had bought ,they both got a new collection of cool clothes and shoes ,i was snapped out of my thought when my dad said

"zayn its your turn dont think that forget you" i grinned like idiots then toward him

"i relly searched alot but i couldnt find anything could fit you so this is 200 dollars go buy yourself a thing" i said a quick thank you and went to my room crying, like what the hell? He knows that literllay a couple of cd's would be fine but no he has to remind me how fat i am like i could ever forget ,i couldnt sleep that night so i went back to my grandmom's house at midnight and was going to bed when i felt my phone raining i picked it up and saw my aunt's kat name on it whom is the closest person to me after my nan but my father made her married some old rish man years ago and she had to travel away ,i picked up the phone and her voice come through it

"zaynie baby i know its too late around you but i wanted to say happy birthday to you and i missed you so much " i sobbed on the phone cause I missed her and someone actually rememmbered

"i missed you too" she cried after hearing my voice

"babe why are you crying?what's wrong you know i hate to hear you like that" i sobbed even more and then begun to tell her everything happened today ,she sigh before she start talking

"please stop crying and calm yourself, you know i have to work on my divorce pappers and when i am done i will come back and take you with me, we will live together and you will find someone who love you no mater what like i do and everything will become better just focuse on your studying and get yourself to collage my precious big boy" i chuckeled then at her words

"who is the blind person who will love someone like me ?" she gasped at the other end

"dont ever talk like that about yourself,beauty isn't in appearance only beside you have the best voice in the whole world and amazing eyes that kills and perfect personality to match so stop this wining young man,i have to go now but i wanted you to promise me you will be strong and don't let anyone bother you "

"okay ipromise,goodnight"

"goodnight babe mwa" i closed my phone then grab a lighter from my desk and watched the 200 dollars my dad gave me burning with my teary eyed face then drifted to sleep...

A/N so this is my first story i hope you like the first chapter so far

p.s. English is not my language so please forgive me

the story will have alot of events so please be patient with me

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