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ZAYN POV:

  "What why do you need this job?" I asked irritated, louis sighed and took my hand that was on the table with his right one and messaged his head with the left looking nervous .

"babe you have to understand it's the best for us" he said.

Confused ha? Well here we are as me and louis having dinner after about three months of my grandmother death which were the hardest in my life but with the help of louis and Justin and of course liam I am copying with it good, and now we are arguing because he received an work offer from a big company and what the problem? Well it is very simple the job in another country across the world.

"you don't need it" I argued

"zayn you know damn well that I need it" he said with a stern voice make me sigh

"I just don't want you to be away from me "he smiled his perfect smile and squeeze my hand

" I know baby but I won't make you wait so much as soon as I get there and settle In will send you a card to come after me and we will start a new life together " now it's my turn to smile

"really? " I grin toward him

"of course"he grin back but then frown again

"What is it? what's wrong? "I asked worried

"well there is a problem.. " I nodded telling him to continue " so the bank give me A visa they need a guaranty "

" like a money? " I asked confused

" no a property like a buildings, houses, farms anything with my name on it" he explained nervously but why he's nervous

"ooh" I frowned again then an idea popped in my head

" that's it I found it " I clapped happily and he give me a strange look.
Louis POV: 

I looked at him pretending to be confused but knowing exactly what on his mind.

"I can give you my nan's house.." I smiled in my head but quickly pretend to be upset and cut him off " no no don't even think about it" he pouted

"What why not I want to help you?"

"I know how much the house mean to you " I argued or pretended to argue.

"exactly you know my nan did anything to guarantee my future and that's what we are doing and it just for a little while until you success and we have the house back beside you know my father won't let me stay in it until I finish my college and that's need at least four years " he explained and I just want to get up and kiss him but I played it farther

"no I can't risk that what if something happen and we lost it"

" don't  worry nothing will happen I trust you" he said looking directly in my eyes, the guilt increased in my chest and for a second I want to tell him the truth that I didn't receive any offer and I won't live the country and made up all this to get the mansion and use it to build my future but I can't give up my dreams not when I am inches away from making it all true and forget my miserable life,I snapped from my thoughts my to see his beautiful worried face staring at me like lost puppy  I stand a little over the table to give him a chest kiss and mumbled "okay" he blushed and interviewed our fingers again. 
Zayn pov:

I get in Justin's car waving at louis

"well hello Mr happy how was your date?"

" great thanks to you "

"hmm I know " he winked and it's true if he didn't cover me in front my father to were I was going I would never be able to see louis.

"can we pick liam up he will stay in our house tonight "

" I am starting to think that you are using me as driver now"

"well not only for that but its one of the reasons "he glared at me playfully and I smiled sheepishly        *****

"what did you do with louis today?" liam asked sitting on my bed eating chips

"he took me for dinner in nice restaurant said that he saved some money for it and it was cool"I respond sitting next to him ,he put his hand around my shoulder and look down at me with big smile and loving eyes I blushed looking down.

" he will travel in two weeks" I said sadly I dont know what I would do without him I will miss him so much,I felt liam set up beside me " why?"

"he received an offer from abig company for a job so he need to leave" i answered

"what did you say ?and how he will afford it ?tell me the details" he demanded so i told him what we are planing to do I saw him frowning alittle and when I finished he looked unsure then he glanced at me .

"Are you sure zee? I mean the house its all what left from your nan ?"

" I know that but I will do anything to be with him I love him" I saw him wince but quickly cover it 

"Are you sure He love you the same ?" he asked again 

" yes I mean why would he stay with someone like me ..." he cut me off " dont say that about your self again "

I blushed lowring my head , he took my chin between his fingers and let me look at him he lean in and whispered " you are amazing " and he closed the gap between our lips the kiss felt diffrent from all my kisses whis louis but I cant do that I love louis so I push him off 

" I c-cant li" I suttered looking anywhere but his eyes 

" no I am sorry it was just the heat of the moment please dont hate me" he apologized threw my arms around him hugging him tight " I could never do that " I said in his shirt he hugged me back " lets go to sleep " I nodded then turn around to turn off the lamp and rest my head on the pillow I felt him lay beside me but I couldnt  look at him ,after a few seconds he sigh then 

" zee?" I hummed in response " If the plan worked and you left what happened tome ?" My eyes widened  at his question and I felt sick I didnt thought about this at all I dont know what to say so I turned and rest my head on his chest hugging his torso closing my eyes for some reason my mind drifted to the tast of his sweet lips on mine seconds ago .  

~~~~~~~~~~~ After two weeks

Here I am at the airport with justin and liam by my side and me clinging to louis like my life depending on it with hot fresh tears on both our cheeks

"shah babe please you will get yourself sick" he whispered in my ear

" I will mi-iss y-you so m-uch "I hiccup through sobbing  lifting my head to look at his experiences, his face showing sadness,adore and why the hell I always find guilt.

"I know zee will miss you too but this for the best " I nodded and hugged him tighter he grab my head with his both hands and kiss me sweet, passionate kiss as I feel our tears mixing, my heart beating so fast and my chest tightening we get interrupted by someone clearing his throat we pulled apart to find liam "it's your flight time" he stated, louis nodded kissed my ckeeks dropping my hands and whispered " I love you " and then very quiet sorry that I barely heard it, why the hell he is sorry!!  He turned and left batting liam on his shoulder walking without looking back, I felt my stomach flips and unknown bad feeling raise in my gut, little did I know that this will be the last time I see him for along time.

I swear I wrote this chapter last week and I thought I posted then I noticed I didn't so hope you like it,I was going to make it longer but decide against it,I will update soon promise :)

This chapter dedicated to Aaronmylove32 cause she was very supportive from the start, thank you