Jackson's POV
Why? Its been a week already since Minzy left me, again. But up until now I still don't get it why she chose to leave me. I guess she grew tired of me.. But still I wanted to talk to her so badly to clear things out.
"Hey hyung! Come on, it's our turn already.. Faster!" Bambam call out
We will be performing tonight at a party of Jb hyung's friend. Without Mark.
"Okay, give me a sec.!" I shout back, I look one last time at the mirror before I went out
After performing I asked Jb to give me a solo performance tonight so he did. I just want to express what I'm feeling right now. I hope she's here but I know it's impossible.
Some say it's not over 'till it's over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen
When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me
Baby, please don't take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now
When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you're wearing, oh, no
You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy
Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I'm by myself I talk to you like you're here
I've felt so restless every night
Maybe I've known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me
Baby, don't take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now
When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you're wearing, oh, no
Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come
After singing, I didn't notice I was already crying so I rush down from the mini stage and went to the comfort room. Geez, why am I crying? This is stupid. Really stupid. This not the cool sexy Jackson that debuted in GOT7 before. But I guess, everything comes to an end. Maybe if I leave Seoul for the mean time, maybe I could regain myself again, I need to find my own path and stand on my own two feet I need to be mature enough so in the future I could face Minzy with integrity. I wiped my tears. I don't want people to pity me but right now I'm broken. I need time and space to think. Everything is just so painful right now.
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