+My First Love+

Chapter Seventeen: Tragedy

Minzy's POV

(The next morning..)

"Minzy.. wake up.." I groaned in response still sleepy

"Wake up Minzy.. Minzy ya.." I opened my eye and saw Bom staring at me worriedly.. O.o

"Unnie-- I was about to ask her if is there a problem when I notice Jackson's empty bed, I quickly stood up "Where is Jackson??!" I immediately asked, already panicking

"Uhm minzy calm down, please--

"WHERE IS HE?!!" Iher eyes widened at my sudden outburst, even me this was the first time I raised my voice towards Bom.

"S-sorry unnie, just please tell me.. where is Jackson?" I said lowering my voice this time as I calm myself, I can't help but feel nervous

"He was taken at the ICU (Intensive Care Unit) he's decease attacked him this morning while you we're sleeping.." she explained avoiding my eyes

"And you didn't even bother waking me up?!" I ask with disbelief

"S-sorry M-Minzy.. I didn't--

"Ugh! What's the difference.." I said with bitterness, and darted out leaving Bom almost close to tears, I gotta see Jackson

As I arrived at ICU there I saw Jr, JB, Mark, Dara, and Aunt Zhou(Jackson's Mom) they all looked at me worriedly and I saw sadness in their eyes? What is happening? Dara approached me.

"Minkki ya.." she said with full of sadness in her voice and hugged me tight. I was really confused.

"Hey, tell me what is really happening here?" I ask in confusion

"He's--" she was hesitating wether to tell me or not so I cut her off.

"Tell me!!" and again her eyes widened, just like Bom.

"He's gone." she utter

"What? I don't understand.." I said already close to tears..

"He's gone Minkki, Jackson died 5 minutes ago.. I'm sorry.." she sadly said.

Then as if I gone deaf, I couldn't hear a thing.. then tears that I was helding back a while ago as if on cue started streaming down my face..

"N-no.." was the only thing I can say, as I sat down at the floor and cried..

"No! He's not dead! He won't leave me!!" I shouted and stood up and went inside the operating room and saw him with his lifeless body.. I slowly walked to him as my tears won't stop flowing out from my eyes..

I knelt down beside him and held his hand tight, "Why.. Jackson why?" "Why did you left me?" "Please come back to me.. please.. (sob) Jackson.." "Don't.. don't leave me.." then I cried and cried..

I was crying when I felt something, I looked up at him my vision blurry caused by my tears. Then I saw his fingers twitch my eyes widened! "Jackson!!!" I beamed and hugged him, then I felt his chest rise indicating that his breathing and heard the machine beside him beeping again.. Only one thing was on my mind he's alive.. I smiled at the thought, I felt relieved.

Then doctors came rushing in to check on him.

"It was a miracle, I was sure that he was no long alive a while ago. No pulse response. I can't believe it, but atleast he's alive." said the doctor. I smiled and bowed at him. "Thank you doc."

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Here I am at jackson's private room peeling an apple for myself. It was afternoon already but Jackson wasn't awake yet.. I was worrying but as I watched his chest rise up and down, it calms me down knowing that he's alive and breathing was enough to ease the worry that I was feeling. "Jackson.." I told him, I know he won't hear me.. "please wake up already.. for me.." I added