+My First Love+

Chapter Twenty-one: Explanations

Jackson's POV

I woke up with a extreme headache. Ugh. I remember we drank last night. I think the other members also feel the same, besides all of us drank last night. Last night.. sht! I remember it again. Now my eyes stings. I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face. And saw a big black eyebags underneath my eyes which is also swollen because of crying. Fck. I sound gay. Psh. Then I slowly went into the kitchen hoping the others are not yet awake. But-- damn. Of all people why would it have to be him. Mark. He was sitting at the table along with J.r sipping their coffee. Hmm.. It smells good. But I don't want to sit with him, he might get angry at me even more. So I decided to go back to my room despite the headache that I'm bearing.. But unfortunately J.r noticed me. ( ¬___¬)a

"Yoww Jackson!" he called, damn it.

"Heyy.. J.r.. and Mark.." I said awkwardly 

"Want some coffee?" He offered

"Sure hyung." I replied

J.r stood up and went to the counter, getting my coffee. While I sit there across Mark. I really felt awkward. I know he's pissed at me but here I am sitting here infront of like nothing happened. Great. =___=

I was just looking around when Mark stared at me not for long then he went back to the magazine he was reading. I missed talking and laughing with him. I miss my bestfriend. Don't put malice in this giuys, I just missed him. Not in a romantic way but as my best bud. ( /¬__¬)/

"Here's your coffee sir.." J.r  said playfully while placing the coffee infront of me

"Haha silly." I said before taking a sip in my fresh hot coffee hmm~~

*silence*

*silence*

*silence*

Its so silent. That you can only hear us sipping our coffee's, Mark's flipping the pages of the magazine, and the wind.

"Uhmm, oops I better go. Suzy might be waiting for me at the studio for our rehearsal. I'll go ahead guys!" he bid and went off

Now only me and Mark is left in the table.

*silence*

*silence*

Ugh. Darn it! This silence is killing me!

"Uhmm.. Hey.. uhh.." I start off, thinking how can I make a conversation with Mark, but I think it's going to fail.

"Are you trying to say something? Cause it annoys me when someone won't finish their sentences." he said coldly, ow. So I remain silent.

"Good morning gu-- Bambam smiley face turns into an emotionless one after seeing me. Ow, am I that bad to see in the morning? :((

Then same goes to Yugyeom, Youngjae, even Jb hyung.. They are all really pissed of me. I, feeling down and sad  went back to my room and lie in my bed.

I should start talking to them, but how? Psh. Why is it so hard to apologize?? -..- I went to the bathroom and took a shower, I need to refresh first. After taking a shower. I remember something.. It was when Minzy pushed me hard that my towel fell and  Minzy saw me naked on the floor.

Flashback~

I went out of the bathroom and saw Minzy still sitting on my bed while staring at the floor.

"If the floor is an ice cream it melted already.." I tried to joke around but she didn't seem to hear me. So I went near to her.

"Minzy? Are you alright?" I asked. And she abruptly shifted her gaze from the floor to me then her eyes went wide, she started staring at my face down to my chest, to my abs, and to m-- wtf??! Then she pushed me so hard that I stumble on the floor.