Unthinkable

Chapter 10 :

"You love me?". He ask walking closer to me.

Yes, I love you!, I can't stop thinking about you, and when you leave me I feel so empty.

I didn't speak. I watch as he walks slowly towards me. A confused look on his face. I try to open my mouth to speak but it begins to shut slowly.

I hated that I got tongue tied trying to talk to him now. Every whispers turns into mutters and I feel myself falling .

"Answer me". He demands sternly standing in front of me."I want you to answer me Emily".

Yes. Yes . yes . I love you, I want you, I don't want all this to be for pretend and then going about as if were strangers after. I want you to remember our talks . And the feeling in the pit of our stomachs whenever we were around each other.

"Yes...". I shudder out with a sigh."Yes I love you". Finally answering his question made butterflies roam in my stomach.

"Then why kiss Adam?". His voice was cold and harsh.

I never knew Cameron saw the kiss. It meant nothing to me. Adam was in the past and I hate that Cam can't see that, I only see him. I wake up only wanting to kiss and hold him.

"He kissed me and I pushed him away , I don't want anything to do with him". I explain to him.

"It sure took you awhile to push him away". He says in a cold tone.

"Was this all for pretend?". I mutter out. I wasn't too sure if he heard but when he parted his lips to speak I turn around ready to walk away.

"Pretend?".

"The talks, the laughs, the moments when cameras weren't pushed into our faces, was it all for pretend?". I ask again, a little hurt in my voice.

"Emily I thought -". I raise my hand cutting him off.

I knew it. This was all for pretend. He never wanted me he just needed to do this deal and I was stupid enough to fall for it. Good job Emily ....good fucking job.

"Was it easy? Leaving me". I spoke.

"Emily -".

"Saying all that cute stuff then just walking away like it was nothing". Tears made their way down my face."Like we were nothing". Wiping away my tears I turn back to look at him. My heart fell flat on the ground . The sadness roams in his eyes as he heard me speak."Like I was nothing".

With that I walk out of the airport. Not a single word as I sat inside my dad's truck. I just sat there and cried my eyes out. People stop to ask if I was okay. I would nod and with concern they walk away from the truck.

Pulling out I begin to drive back home. Wiping a few left over tears.

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I cried that night. Not because I walked away from Cam. But because every time I closed my eyes a image of him would pop up. I could still feel his lips being pressed to mine and I can still feel his hands roaming my body.

So here I am. Sitting down in a Starbucks coffee shop waiting for Adam to arrive. Tapping my fingers against the warm cup.

"Hey". A voice greets me. I look up to see a smiling Adam pulling out a chair. He takes a seat and takes a sip of the coffee that I had ordered earlier in front of him."Why is such a lovely lady like you sitting here by yourself?".

"Some ass made my fiancé run away". For the first in a week I finally cracked a smile.

I had asked to stay longer. Taking a little time off to spend quality time with my family. Even though Carolyn was still a witch.