Unthinkable

Chapter 15:

*1 year later*

I held onto my baby girl tight into my arms as I took a seat in couch. A letter in hand from a man I knew had probably longed moved on.

Things didn't seem the same anymore but my baby ? Jasmine Elizabeth, meant the world to me.

I finally found a nice house and were nicely settled in. Carly visits me every chance she gets . I love having her as a best friend.

I put Jasmine down , finally fast asleep and unseal the letter in front of me.

Dear Emily ,

The timing wasn't right . We were perfect for each other in every way but all I could do was hurt you . Now that I think about it , I don't know how I live with myself. All you ever did was love me and I took advantage of it. I broke your trust for this world. I broke the trust you had left in me. Each and every day I have to live without you I regret. I can't open my eyes and see your smile anymore. And it kills me to know someone else will .
    You supported me , carried me when I was down . Yet I punched you in the chest with pain each and every time . I saw the crack in your eyes each time I made you cry . And it killed me inside. I was terrified in thinking you would hurt me , that I didn't realize I was breaking you . How selfish is it of me to hold onto your broken wing ? It'll break me to see you in the arms of another . But I can't tell you to wait for me , I don't deserve that much of you anymore. Or any part of you . I give you time to mend your broken pieces, that I sadly couldn't put back together, but shattered even more. I am sorry .

Yours truly , Cameron

I wipe the tears from my eyes. It was truly over wasn't it . He sends things for Jasmine but never did he visit or call to check up on how we were doing .

He's even engaged to his ex. The hurt took over me but I had to hang on for the sake of my daughter . I couldn't let her see me this way.

Lesson to everyone I know , let go when you need to , not because you want to .

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Finally this is the last chapter for this book. Don't know if there will be a part two but who knows.

Stay safe

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