i'm crying because i finally did it.
i weigh 159.5 pounds.
and fuck i'm so happy
i weighed 169 pounds in september and that was when i told myself that i wanna weigh 150. it was 20 pounds that i had to lose, but i was determined. and since it felt like too much of a goal, i made a mini goal to be in the 150s. and i did it.
i'm so proud of myself. even though i'm still not at my real goal, i lost 10 pounds. it took time but i'm okay with that. one day i will weigh 150 and then i'll make a new goal for myself.
the goal for me is to feel comfortable in my own skin and i'm doing it. i have days where i hate how i look but slowly, those days are dwindling and instead i'm having days where i'm proud of my curvy figure. i wanna be able to wear a bikini in public and feel confident, and even though i'm not quite there yet, i'm getting there, and i'm so proud.
