hey everyone.
i bet a lot of people don't like me anymore, i bet a lot of people don't even remember me. i left for a long time.
i left because i was very hurt and upset by some people and the way that i dealt with it was to escape it. it sounds pathetic but it helped a lot. i've discovered so much about myself in the time that i've been gone, it's crazy.
i'm a little. most people don't know what that is and if you look it up it will probably come up with some awful urban dictionary definition that's terrible. i'm not going to explain much but i will say that i'm a role in the cgl community: CareGiver/Little. the cgl community typically has four branches: ddlg, mdlg, ddlb, mdlb. if you want to know more, message me.
discovering this part of myself has been wonderful but terrible at the same time. i fell in love then got my heart broken brutally. i developed abandonment anxiety from the amount of people that have left me. right now, i'm going through a rough patch. i'm am being bullied online and have recently gotten my heart broken again.
this is how i am now. i don't quite know why i've come back but i have. i hope none of my friends are resentful and are willing to talk again.
-kay
