Keep Quiet (Phan AU)

Chapter 7

Dans P.O.V

"Are you sure you're okay Dan?" Jayde asks holding her hand up too my shoulder for comfort.

"Yeah, I'm okay" I reply shooting her a weak smile. The truth is,I wasn't and I wanted too tell Jayde everything but right now, I think it's best to keep it too myself as I've only just met the girl.

"You're gay" she says and then quickly turns her head away too look at the teacher. She pulls a smug smirk as I sit there looking at her in astonishment.

I was not fucking gay. I may be sexually confused right now but everybody is like this, I'm 16 years old. I may just be bi-curious.

"What" I manage too spit as I grit my teeth together.

She realises the tension in the atmosphere and gives me a warm reassuring smile, god damn it. How do girls do that? Draw them in with that stupid ditzy smile off theirs.

I let out a small huff and turn away too face the window. Even if I was gay or bisexual. How does she know what's going on in my head? Did I mention anything?

Girls... I swear. They could run a whole freaking series like Sherlock.

And that's when she replied.

"You are gay Daniel Howell and you're confused right now and there's a certain somebody that is making you very sexually frustrated and that's how you deal with your problems, by taking them out on others" she finishes and by this time my mouth is open with shock.

I'm unable too form or say anything until she lets out a small chuckle and speaks up once again.

"How do I know? Haha. I don't. Just a guess but it's pretty obvious. I saw how you were when the girls came running over too you, you diverted your attention else where and you seem too get flustered around boys by the looks of it, but no homo though right?" She adds on sarcastically.

I let out an angry grunt.

"I am not fucking gay and you are completely wrong" I tried too sound as believable as possible but it was just getting harder and harder too deny.

I'm glad she left it at that because she knew how this was not only getting me emotionally confused and upset but almost ashamed.

The bell rang several minutes later and by the end off it I had not completed any work, so off course I had too finish it as homework, fucking great.

It's all Phil Lester's fault.

I angrily speed walk out off the door until I'm pushed against a wall, I was about too push back but then I saw who it was... Jayde.

"What do you want" I say sternly as I glare down at her. Jayde was quite tall for her age but compared too my height, she was pretty short.

"Listen Dan, I have known you for one hour and I can see why you don't exactly want too talk about things but I'm willing too be here and just remember, don't be ashamed off who you are, no matter what you say, your sexuality doesn't define who you are" by the end off it I had this fury burning up into every inch off my body.

"Just fuck off alright! I'm not gay!" I shout once more as I nudge her shoulder a little too hard as now she is tumbling over onto the floor.

I was about too apologise but I then remembered who I was, what my reputation was for that matter and i just decided too leave her.

I don't know what she was doing to me! I liked it but then I hated it. She's making me aware off my actual feelings and I'm not sure that's a good thing. I think it's best if I just stay away from that girl.