Bad Girls Wish - Steven Fernandez Fan Fic

Chapter 6

^IM SO SORRY 😓😓😓😓 my phone broke ! I couldn't update and I just got a new phone today! anyways I'll be updating these 2 days because I'm going on vacation in a few days. after that I'll keep updating! but enjoy lovelies 💗💗💗^
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I woke up and I was in a really great mood. Steven was asleep still "steveeeeen!!!" I shouted acting scared "what? what happened?!!?" he said concerned "haha nothing I wanted you to wake up" 😂💗I told him "meanie" he kissed my cheek and laughed. "let's go to Disneyland!!!?" I told him excitedly "sure" he told me smiling. I got up and threw on a crop top and shorts with sandals. today should be fun 💗💗 I straightened my hair and sprayed dry shampoo in my hair. "are you gonna get ready or naaaah?" I asked Steven "yeah let's go to my place" he said 😜 I grabbed my jansport backpack and threw in water, money, my phone, and a sweater. I headed downstairs and Steven left so I texted him.
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Steven ❤️ (yes I changed his contact name)
-what happened?
oh I'll meet you at your house in a few minutes sorry love 😇
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I laid down on my bed and used Instagram. I was stalking Steven 🌚😂💗 I saw that he was already verified on Instagram 😨 I started getting thoughts in my head. hopefully he likes me... idk. I hope we can get together cause I really really really like him.
I heard a knock at the door and I opened it. Steven had a Minnie and Mickey shirt 😇❤️ "here" he said giving me the Minnie one. "aw" I laughed and hugged him. "look we gotta talk bruh" he said looking serious. we sat on the couch "look it probably seems crazy as fuck, but i honestly feel like I'm catching feelings for ya baby girl I mean, ever since I've seen you I've always thought you were beautiful and I couldn't get you out of my head. I feel like I really really really do love you. plus I wouldn't wanna go to Disneyland without you being my girlfriend" he giggled and held my hand 💘💘💘 "aw! Steven I love you too!" I blushed "will you be my girlfriend" he finally asked "yesssss" I said smiling as he kissed me 😊😚. "go change in that cute ass shirt, babe" he smacked my ass 😳😂💗 I changed and so did he "we make a cute ass couple huh babe" he said "yup" I kissed him 💓
I called a taxi and we got in.
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we finally got to Disneyland and I let them scan the tickets from my phone. 
    we walked around for hours, it was 3:20 pm and many people kept walking up to Steven to take pictures. we couldn't go on rides cause people would surround him. I was cool with it! scummys are cool, I just sat on the bench with my phone. Steven came "there, sorry that I'm taking a lot of time with scummys they just mean so much" he said "it's all good babe, I understand" I grabbed his hand and he smiled 💕☺️. I saw more girls coming so I just smiled at the scummys and some of the girls glared at me. 😳 I felt really uncomfortable with them starring so I just went walking to the bathroom...I went inside and scummys were there too "hey are you dating Steven?" a girl asked me "yeah I am" I smiled at her "what the fuck why does he want you?!" she asked me "actually, I don't know" I got out and started crying 💔. why does Steven want me?! I'm nothing special. then I got a text from Steven
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Steven ❤️
hey where are you at babe? 😚
-I think I'm gonna go home.. I don't feel good babe I'm sorry. just spend the day with your scummys!
wait why? I'll come with you! where are you?
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I didn't reply, I just left cause I didn't wanna put up with girls hating me because I'm with their dream guy.
I called a taxi and went home.
I unlocked the door and took the shirt off and threw on a oversized sweater. fuck this! ever since I've been with Steven I'm very sad and boring! I'm fucking leaving, I thought in my head.
I grabbed my house keys and phone and stuck them in my purse. I went upstairs to change into a white crop top with high wasted jeans and some white converse. I curled all of my hair and did 2 coats of mascara. It was 4:10 and I decided to go make new friends and see when there were parties. I headed out the door and locked it. I went walking to the park and saw Jacob ! "Jacob" I said "hey! you never texted me" he laughed "I know sorry I forgot!" I told him "so whatchu up to?" he asked "I'm bored as fuck. I'm looking for parties to go to tonight." I said "cool! there's one going on right now, it's a kick ass party, it just started and it's not ending any time soon" he told me "take meeeee" I laughed. "yeah let's go! just let me change at my place? wanna come?" he asked "sure lets go" I followed him as he walked to his house.
we got to his house and we went to his room. he took his shirt off and I glued my eyes to my phone the whole time he had it off 😂😂. "let's go" he grabbed his keys and he drove to the party.
we got there and I just wanted to get crazy. everyone was dancing having a great time. Jacob gave me a red cup filled with just vodka and I drank it all. I started dancing and going crazy. it was barely 6:03pm but I just wanted to forget everything for the night. everyone started dancing and it was a huge ball of people dancing , I felt tipsy and Jacob grabbed me and took me to a room. he gave me another cup of vodka 😜😋 he then started to hold my hand... 😳 I pulled away and got out of the room "c'mon where are you going cute ass!?" he followed me "just don't touch me" I screamed over the loud music "I won't I just wanna talk" he screamed over the music as well, he grabbed my hand and took me back to the room. he closed the door "seriously don't touch me cause I gotta boyfraaaaand!" I said. he started kissing my jawline and neck. 😥 "there, I- I'm leaving" I told him as he started rubbing my legs with his hands. he pulled me so I could kiss him 😔 "fucking stop!!" I pulled away and left. "ugh I'm just trying to have fun! who even cares?!" he said "I do ! I shouldn't even be doing this shit" i said and looked at my phone and had a lot of texts and calls from Steven.
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Steven ❤️ (5 missed calls)
babe. I'm knocking at your house where are you?!
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babeeeee!! I'm worried as fuck where are you?? 😔
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seriously I need you right now.

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I started to cry 😔 I shouldn't have came. I called a taxi and left home with my mascara all smeared over my face. I got home and Steven was on the floor with his head in his hands. he looked up and his eyes were red. "what happened?!?" he ran up to me and hugged me. "babe. I'm sorry" I started crying. I unlocked the door and sat on the couch with him as he grabbed my hand. "why'd you even leave Disneyland without me?!" he asked "I guess I just felt really uncomfortable cause scummys were being mean and girls were even asking me why you chose me to be your girlfriend 😔 so I went to a party with my friend Jacob and-" Steven cut me off "you went to a fucking party?" he let go of my hand and looked mad. "yes! and I know that I shouldn't have and I fucked up and Jacob tried kissing me and touching me but I swear to God I didn't do anything back 😔" I started crying and Steven looked even more mad. "I'm leaving" he said "wait why?!? I'm sorry!" I said crying 😣. Steven left and all I wanted to do was cry. I don't know why i did what I did but I freakin hate myself for doing it. I don't know what the hell to do anymore. I went upstairs with my eyes all red and mascara all over my face. I took a shower and threw on pjs. I didnt feel like doing anything at all. I just fell asleep wondering why I make the stupidest decisions ever. 😖😔