i have never felt anything
that light and warm before.
then - something shifted.
not loud,
but just enough.
and all at once,
my walls were raised again.
not intentionally -
something inside of me did it for me.
that part of me that steps in
to keep me from giving too much
and getting too little -
i know it is there to help me.
and most times i am thankful for it.
but this time,
it feels like a burden.
because for the first time ever,
something was just simple and magical.
but now its gone
and i dont know
if i will ever get it back.
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trying to do some poetry
Poetryhi, my name is vanessa and i'm just ''trying to do some poetry''. it's a way to get along with my thoughts and to deal with them. instead of overthinking everything, i started to write. to transform those bad, overwhelming thoughts into beautiful po...
