as much as i dreamed
that you would be a part of my future,
i am beginning to accept
that fate has other plans for us.
one day, instead of saying,
"your father was my first and last love,"
i will sit with my daughter late into the night
and talk about you.
there will be stars in my eyes,
butterflies in my stomach,
and an ache in my heart
as i tell her about the love i could not keep.
and when she falls in love for the first time,
instead of warning her that
"your first love is not always your last,"
i will tell her to fight -
to fight for what she wants,
to fight until she has nothing left,
to fight until she wins or finds peace in letting go.
i will make sure she handles love better
than i did with you.
YOU ARE READING
trying to do some poetry
Puisihi, my name is vanessa and i'm just ''trying to do some poetry''. it's a way to get along with my thoughts and to deal with them. instead of overthinking everything, i started to write. to transform those bad, overwhelming thoughts into beautiful po...
