Hostage

A proper ending

I just finished my third year of University, I'm looking back at this story and thought that I ended it poorly, so here we are.

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POV: Regan

I woke up, unfortunately, in the hospital...

Regan: what the fuck?

Was all I could muster up, my throat was dry and felt like it was on fire. My mum was nowhere to be seen but I saw one person...Billie...

Billie: Hey...I know I'm not the person you want to see but...I'm here

I paused, tears welting in my eyes. Despite everything that happened, she was the best thing that ever happened to me, unfortunately for me this love story was fucked up and twisted.

Regan: Honestly Billie...I'm glad you're here.

I smiled weakly and Billie shot out of her chair and dragged it up beside my bed to hold my hand. She looked at me in a way that made me feel so awful for trying to keep her away. She had a look on her face as if to say that if she let go of my hand I'd disappear. 

Billie: I'm really glad to hear that...I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused...you have no clue how badly I want to make it up to you, even though I know it will take 1000 years to make up for what I did. I love you Regan and I could never picture myself with anyone else.

Billie cried, mournfully, I like to think she cried in this moment for all the times I had to be strong rather than feel, since the day I met her, for me...

Regan: When can I leave..?

Billie looked up at me, wiping tears from her face

Billie: Well the doctor said that you could leave a couple hours after you woke up, because you didn't do much damage to yourself...thank god...

She looked away to hide the fact that it killed her that I was even in this position to begin with.

Billie: Why did you do it Regan...?

I thought for a moment and then Simply stated

Regan: Well it seemed like nobody cared, really it was just my mum, she didn't care, she never did, I just felt so alone...little did I know you cared more than anything...

I smiled lightly, hoping I could stay in this moment forever, where someone saw me, knew me and loved me just the way I was. I didn't have to fight for their love, I just had to exist and that was enough...

Billie: Well, I'm here and I will look after you forever. You never have to see your mum again and we can have a family of our own, one that doesn't judge, one that accepts, one that forgives and one that fights for each other...how does that sound.

I had the hugest smile on my face, little did I know this was the beginning of a brand new, beautiful life.

Regan: That sounds amazing love, I can't wait

And just like that, things really started to look up.

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POV: Regan 7 years from now

I sat outside in the sun, it was 35 degrees today, hot and beautiful. Me and Billie got a big house together, as eventually we wanted to adopt a child, and we did.

Ginger: Look mommy!

I looked up from my book to see my beautiful ginger haired baby girl in the pool smiling.

Regan: Yes baby?

She pointed at a squirrel and giggled, the squirrel was running around some beautiful roses we planted.

Regan: Wow hunny, isn't he cool!

I laughed and my baby girl hopped out of the pool jumping on me, getting me wet, I didn't care however, I will always make time for my girl, I will never be like my mother.

Billie: Oh Ginger baby, your getting mommy all wet!

I held my baby tight, she was only 3 years old.

Regan: that's okay, anytime is cuddle time

I smiled at Billie as she sat down on the chair next to me. She held out her hand and I took it into mine.

Billie: We made it love...

My whole body felt warm with the love we grew in such a short period of time as a family.

Regan: I know, isn't it beautiful...

We both closed our eyes and took in the warm sun that translated to same kind of feeling Billie and I both needed for so long. Two broken souls found each other in the storm of life, only to bring a beautiful rainbow in the end to say fuck the world, we only needed each other and our baby.

THE END 🖤

Thank you for the love and support regarding this book, I truly have never received such support over a book ever. So thank you for enjoying and not judging lol. Idk if you are into Yungblud but there may be a book about him in the future (: