Me and Billie had been sitting in silence for a few minutes, until she decided to spit it out.
Billie: ur mom has no idea about any of this and she can't
Regan: w- but why?
She looked up at me with sad eyes
Billie: everything that happened will come out, if u explain what happened. Ur mom barely knows who I am.
Regan: I'm sorry
I looked up at the roof
Billie: it's not ur fault
She sounded dry, like she could care less.
Regan: yeah.
I didn't wanna look at her, it never hit me that she only cared about getting caught, not about being with me.
Billie: Regan, how are we gonna get out of this?
She huffed and put her hand on her four head, looking at the floor.
Regan: nothing, we say I was going for a run and u just happened to be outside waiting for someone and I didn't see the big ass truck.
I rolled my eyes, she's so dumb, can't even cover her own ass.
Billie: yeah that works I guess
She got up and looked at me for the first time in a while.
Billie: I'm going home to change Regan, idk if I'll be back
Regan: since when am I Regan?
She stopped on her heals at the door, sighing in frustration
Billie: u know I love u baby
With a fake smile plastered on her dull, emotionless face.
Regan: yeah
I smiled softly dodging her eyes. I know I can't see her again, never again.
A few days after I was brought to the hospital, I went home, Billie tried to come back but I refused to see her.
Mom: I'm so sorry u gotta deal with all this
She looked so sad
Regan: it's fine mom, I just wanna go to bed
I have never been so tired. I found my phone in my room and checked it, she's messaged me 1000 times, there's so much anger in these messages.
Billie: how fucking could u!
Billie: I should have let it crush u!
Billie: fucking cunt
Billie: I'll find u, on god!
And many more
Regan: fuck me
I rolled my eyes and then fell into my bed, crying of pain and heartbreak. I was fooled, conned, so fast and so easily it just all went over my head. I didn't wanna fight to feel ok again anymore or wonder if she's coming back for me. As these thoughts clouded over my mind I fell asleep.
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Hostage
ФанфикWhen I ended up on the wrong street, at the wrong time. Nothing could be worse, right? In a crack house with random boys and girls, and no say over what happens to you. There's no escape but love makes it better.
