Inside Youtube- A Krinx Fanfiction

Chapter 20- Krism

(A/N: I recommend watching the video I attached first to get a feel for the chapter)

May 6, 2013

And oh my love remind me

What was it that I said

I cant help but pull the earth around me

To make my bed

And oh my love remind me

What was it that I did

Did I drink too much

Am I losing touch

Did I build this ship to wreck

    I hadn't talked to Minx in about three days and it felt like something inside me was dying. I missed hearing her laugh, seeing her smile. I basically just missed her. She had been around the house obviously but she exited a room any time we came into contact. She even stopped coming to dinner. I hadn't really seen anything but a flip of her hair or an averted gaze for the past few days. I couldn't stand the cold shoulder, but I also couldn't give into her. I knew that if I apologized and told Minx what she wanted to hear everything would be fine, but to me it wasn't that simple. I couldn't, and wouldn't, give in to something so stupid. Minx had to respect my privacy about some things. And this thing just happened to be something she would never have to find out about. Ever.

But I couldn't help but wish she was here, to talk to me, to comfort me. I wanted her presence. But, unfortunately, until Minx realized that she was being stupid things would have to stay this way. Over the past few days the only thing I heard from her was the recording in her room. I actually began watching her videos just to feel closer to my girlfriend. But, the thing was, were we even together anymore. I didn't understand anything. Nothing was fair to me, though I supposed this was my punishment. This is how I am ultimately going to be punished, and boy was karma a bitch.

I stood up, pacing about my room. I needed to see her, to hear her again. This was one of the most frustrating experiences of my entire life. I actually found that none of the other house members were going out of their way to engage with me either. Obviously I knew where they stood. I was friendless in the middle of filming a reality show, and boy was it fun. The producers were probably milking this petty fight all that they could, to add tension. It was cruel, but I had to admit I would do the same if I was on the other side of the glass. My thoughts were pushing and shoving at one another, desperate to get me to go off on another tangent.

     This was my life. It was eight AM, the day before a movie premiere, and I was awake and slowly going insane. This was awesome. I should be sleeping, but I found that lately, and with Minx giving me the cold shoulder, my dreams have grown to be worse than life. I sighed, laying down on my bed. This was perfect.

I rested my face against the cool wall, sighing as I shut my eyes. They snapped open as suddenly as they closed. I could hear hushed voices coming through the wall, just loud enough for me to decipher. It was a male and a female, sounding quite angry. And, as fate would have it, one of them was Minx. I pressed my ear to the wall, nosy but curious about what they were discussing so secretly. Minx was speaking in a slightly annoyed tone. "Look, Dlive, I-I can't do this anymore. Not just for her but for me, I feel as if I'm going insane."

I was curious, she couldn't do what? Dlive coughed. "Why don't you just apologize, then maybe everything will be okay." Minx scoffed. "Apologize? I didn't do anything. Dlive, she doesn't trust me, and after what I've been through you should know that trust is damn important to me!" I heard Dlive shuffle awkwardly. "Look, just calm down. And no offense, but the woman deserves some privacy. You still haven't told her about that thing." I heard one of those signature Minx chuckles. "That thing isn't relevant. And it's too hard to talk about. Don't you ag-" Dlive broke in. "Minx, honestly. You are a complete and utter idiot. Haven't you thought about how something might be bothering her, and it might be too hard to talk about as well?"

Minx spoke again, sounding sheepish. "I was too angry to think about that. But-" Dlive broke in yet again. "No, no buts. Minx, use your small brain. You could lose the best thing that's ever happened to you. Krism has changed you, and you love each other. But you have to do something, before you lose her." Minx sighed. "I know, but I think I might have lost her already." I wanted to scream out: YOU HAVEN'T LOST ME! COME TALK TO ME! But Minx would kill me if she knew I was eavesdropping. I sat up, eager to get dressed just in case Minx wanted to talk. Suddenly I bumped a shelf, making a loud banging noise.

I shot up. Crap, I bet they heard that. I climbed back into bed, hoping to hear if they heard. Minx was whispering. "-might be awake, and if she was she heard everything. Oh damn." I heard Dlive shushing Minx. "Let's just go make sure she's still asleep." Minx snorted. "Yeah, she'll really appreciate me barging into her room in the early morning." Dlive sighed. "Just go make sure." I heard footsteps approaching and quickly bundled under the covers, faking sleep. Minx would show up any second now. I heard my door slowly creak open as she presumably peeked in. I heard a sigh of relief as she shut the door.

I opened my eyes as soon as it shut, listening in. "Well she was asleep, she probably bumped something, making that noise." Dlive replied. "Good. Now I think you should-" Minx stopped him. "I have to do this on my own, bye Dlive." I sighed to myself. Maybe now everything could go back to normal.

10 Hours later

I hadn't seen Minx around the house for the past day, and she hadn't made any effort to find me. It was getting a bit frustrating to tell the truth. I had been just sitting around all day, just waiting for her to talk to me. I couldn't help but wonder if she was coming at all.  I wondered if she simple psyched out, deciding that I wasn't worth it. It wouldn't be the first time. And it probably wouldn't be the last. I was a bit of a complex character, and people tended to get tired of me.

It wasn't stupid to think that Minx had done the same. I sat down on my bed, feeling the first tear roll. Sure, I'd been with tons of girls but Minx was the first one I'd really ever loved. My phone beeped, indicating a text. I hadn't gotten texts from anyone but Amanda in the past three days, so it was probably her again. I looked at the notification, my eyes almost popping out of my head.  It was from none other than Minx. I shook my head, why was she texting me. Was this finally it? Was she about to say something to me? I crinkled my brow as I read the message, it made almost no sense at all.

Minx- The place where you watched me cry, flowers bloom in the springtime, benches cold enough to freeze you, come find me

I bit my lip. I had no idea what she was talking about. This must be where she wanted me to meet her. She at least was willing to talk to me. That was something. I decided to decode the message. I narrowed my eyes in concentration, thinking. "The place where you watched me cry." Something suddenly clicked in my mind.  I only remembered seeing Minx cry once, and that was in the backyard garden. Everything suddenly began clicking. The flowers, the benches; that was the place Minx was talking about. I needed to go find her, right now.

I slipped on a pair of converse and flew out the door, downstairs and out the back. I stopped as I reached the patio, seeing lights and movement coming from the garden area. I began to slowly walk over that way, nervous but excited. I neared the garden, seeing strings of fairy lights set up. There was low music coming from a small speaker. Suddenly as I gazed in all of the scenery Minx began to walk up to me. She was smiling sadly, her eyes full of regret. "So you decided to come." I nodded, unable to speak. Minx nodded.

"Beautiful isn't it, I had Mary help me set it up. I think you know why we're here." I shook my head. Minx bit her lip. "I just wanted to apologize for being such a jerk, for everything. I have to respect your privacy. I didn't, and for that I'm sorry." I started to speak and she stopped me. "No, you don't have to say a thing. It's okay. It'll all be okay. I love you, and I hope you know that." With that she leaned in and kissed me, and I felt the sparks, and I felt happy again.

Minx POV

Krism and I walked hand in hand into the house, smiling. I finally got up the nerve to apologize to her, and now our relationship was mended. I opened the patio door, following her in. Everyone was standing by the door, looking grim. I smiled brightly as we walked in. "Why so glum guys? Krism and I are back together!" Dlive looked over with a terrified look. Krism giggled. "Why so weird guys?" Felix pointed towards the living room, averting his eyes. I pulled Krism that way, peeking in.

My heart stopped. Sitting on that couch was a beautiful blonde woman, in a pink crop top and jean shorts. She smirked when she saw me. "Hey Michelle, did you miss me?"

(A/N: I know I know, she's back. DUN DUN DUN.)