Gerard's POV
It's my fault. It's my fault. It's my fault. It's my fault. It's my fault.
I can't believe it's my fault. What did I do? Tears run down my cheeks as I continue to bang my head on my bedroom wall. How did I do this? What did I do to my baby brother? I'm a monster!
I've never lied in my life. *cough*
Well...... close enough anyway.
And now look what it's done...it's destroyed my brother. The truth destroyed him. What the fuck?!"
How do I cope with this? Do the opposite. Lie.
Lie to everyone and everything. I need to fix this. I'll tell him it'll be okay, because right now, I don't know if it will be. But I won't say that. It'll wreck him even more.
Lies. That's all I need to conjure. Just lies.
I'll lie to my mum, my dad, my teachers, every single person. Even Ray and Frank.
I doubt Mikey will get better if I start lying. But then again, if I start lying, no one else will go to Mikey's stage. Then I can just focus on him, not anyone else.
Lying is the best medicine in this situation.
...................Isn't it?
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To The End (Frerard, Rikey)
Fanfiction"Make up already! Gee, Frank didn't kiss Sammy, Sammy assaulted and forced kissed Frank. Frank, Gerard only lies now because he thinks he's failed me, and he misses you so much," Mikey snapped, as if his cold side had just opened up again. It's not...
