I Hate You (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Chapter 9. I can't

Today was Monday. I hardly woke up because these two days I've been thinking only about Niall and our "almost kiss". I couldn't let myself into another relationship now, I still have Daniel in my head and I don't know how to forget him. I fell inlove too easy, I regret it. Yes, I regret for loving Daniel. I thought I had a fresh start but when Niall came into my life again, something changed. Everytime I looked him in the eyes, I saw Daniel in front of me saying that I will never have anyone. I will be alone, no one will care about me, everyone will leave because I'm nothing. I'm just a leftover.

My eyes were red, my noise was running and my head hurt. I took a shower, put my hair into a messy bun and wore my tight blue jeans, white shirt, denim jacket and white converse. I put on some make up because I looked like a zombie. Kim made us a breakfast, we ate it and went to our Unis. I catched my bus and went to my classes. Monday was the most boring day in Uni, I almost fell asleep. Beth today wasn't at Uni because she was sick and Megan took one free week instead of her spring holiday. I think it was the most boring day at Uni ever.

I went home by foot because I wanted to breathe some fresh air. I put on my earphones and went to the city. I could hear only my music and it felt good, I didn't know where I was going but I didn't care. I was thinking about Daniel and then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I almost threw my phone away and quickly turned around.

"GEEZ! Niall! Stop scaring me!" I almost yelled.

"Whoa, sorry. I called you but you didn't hear. Bell you look like a monster, what happened?"He asked confused. Yes, I looked like a monster and I learnt one more thing about Niall-he always tells the truth.

"Thank you. It's just had a bad night." I said and weakly smiled.

"Wanna some coffee?" He asked me.

"Umm" I don't know but something was telling me that was a bad idea. "Sure"I said. What was I doing?

"Great"He smiled as we started to walk to Starbucks.

"So.. Um how was the day in Uni?" He asked.

"Boring."I said.

"Oh"

Why was I so cold to him?He didn't deserve it. That almost kiss affected me.All those thoughts were killing me from the inside.I looked at the ground and almost cried. We walked in silence even though I hated it, I didn't want to start talking.

"Hey.."He started. "You can talk to me, tell me, what's wrong?"He turned to face me.Tears were filling my eyes.

"It's nothing.Really" I said and hardly smiled.

"No, something is wrong. Tell me"

"Niall, when it will be something wrong than I promise, I will tell you. But now it's nothing."I lied. I lied that I was okay, and nothing was going on. He was going on. He was standing near me and killing me only being here.What's going on?

"Okay. I believe you" He said and we already were near Starbucks.We came in and ordered coffee. We sat at the table and waited for our coffees. The girl shouted my name and then Niall's. We got up and were about to go back to our table when we heard about 10 teenage girls screaming.

"OMG, it's Niall Horan!"

"I love you Niall, very much!"

"Is this that Annabel?!"

"OMG OMG OMG"

Screams were piercing my ears, I looked at Niall who was looking quite scared. He took my hand,leaned closer and whispered.

"Run.Now" We ran, I didn't know where, but we ran. He was very fast, but I wasn't slow too.Those crazy girls were running after us. We started to laugh, he turned back to face me. I looked him in the eyes, they were too beautiful. We ran to the old building. Fans didn't see were we ran so they started to scream and call Niall. But we were not moving just laughing quietly. After few minutes screams stopped, they must have gone back.