I Hate You (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Chapter 12.Movie night

It's 2 days until Christmas. Tomorrow I'm going back to Edinburgh. I'm finally going to see my parents and especially my teddy bear Emily! I've missed her so much, I don't remember how does she look! Imran is going with me, now when he's famous and rich he bought us tickets. We are going there by the plane, I love flying so much! I tried not to let Imran to buy me a ticket but he said it was an early Christmas present. He won.

Kim already left London to see her parents too. I will give her Christmas presents after we come back. Can't wait to see her face, I love people's reactions to the presents I give. It usually makes me laugh. I know that's weird.

We've been chatting a lot with Niall but we still haven't met because one day he can't meet me, other day I can't. It's sad because I love being with him, there are only few people that I love spending time with. And he was one of them.

I came back home from Uni. It was the last day before the break, finally two weeks of rest. I changed my clothes to a more comfortable ones and put my hair into a messy bun.

I made a cup of green tea to myself, found my trunk and started packing. I hated packing so much it was the worst thing of going somewhere. I always put too many clothes and always half of them are not even touched.

I prepared my clothes and shoes to put in a trunk but again it didn't close. I threw everything away and looked at it, I finally started thinking what will I really need wear, I was going there only for 4 days. Half of clothes I put back to a wardrobe. Now a truck closed easily, one hour and a half's work was done.

It was already 5PM. Days flies so fast, I crushed into a couch and finished my cold tea. I always loved tea on winter time, so I made one more and grabbed few chocolate cookies.

I curlied into a couch, looked at the Christmas tree,drank my green tea and ate my cookies.I loved moments like this.

Silence.

Me.

My thoughts.

My thoughts about everything.

Family, me, beatiful life, Niall, studies.

Wait what?!

Niall? Ugh Annabel don't ne such a naive girl.Yeah, I'm not ashamed to say I like him. A lot. But he doesn't. I'm sure about it. He only looks at me like a very good friend.I know it.

When it comes, that moment, when he's near me I don't know what happens but I start acting like a bitch. I want to kiss him everytime he comes, everytime he smiles or looks at me in the eyes. Bur when that moment comes where our lips are few inches away I'm afraid to do it because I know he'll push me away.I just wish for him to be with me so much.

Ugh, Annabel wake up, stop living in that dream world. He'll never be yours even though you want him. Start living not dreaming like a baby.

I looked at the one spot like a zombie, but I couldn't do anything. Thoughts about him were killing me. But then my phone buzzed. It was him.

Oh my God, everytime I think of him, how I can't have him he would show up and break my heart more because, ha, God, how Niall Horan could look at me like more than a friend.

From Nialler "Hey Bellie, whatcha doin?;)"

I loved when he called me Bell or Bellie.

To Nialler "Nothing much and you Ni?;)"

Ni? Ugh Annabel what's wrong with you?! When did I started calling Niall Ni?

He texted back quickly.

From Nialler "Visiting a princess:P"

Who is princess? He has another girl? My mood just got worst. He definitely looked at me only like a friend, he tells me everything. Now he'll tell me about his love/crush I don't know. And I'll need to listen and die inside everytime he'll speak about her.