Pt. 4

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I got my first kiss when I was only 13 years old. That is pretty early especially for an average girl like me. I didn't love Jack but I felt so pressured to kiss him back when he asked me if it's ok for him to kiss me. All my friends told me about their lovestorys and I just desperately wanted my own one. I remember the day Caitlin (my "best friend" back then) invited me to her house to do a little sleep over. She told me it would only be the two of us. When I arrived there were about six older boys chilling on the red couch in the living room. One of them was Caitlin's brother Tommy, the rest of the young men were his friends. One of them directly catched my eye. It was Tommys best friend Dan. Unlike all the others he didn't grin at me with a smutty smile. He just looked right into my eyes and they were so deep and brown that I couldn't stop the heat that was rising in my stomach.
Caitlin introduced me to all of Tommy's friends and declared that I was a virgin and that I've never been kissed before. After that she decided that it would be a great idea to play truth or dare. Even though I never was a fan, I agreed to play because I didn't want to be a coward. It was funny at first but it became pretty dirty at least. It must have been about the sixth round when one of Tommy's fellows  (I didn't remember his name but I remember his braces that didn't quite match his face, he was a pretty funny guy though) dared Jack ( a pretty handsome guy with bright blond hair and striking blue eyes) to kiss me. On. The. Mouth!!!!
I was shocked but he just nodded and accepted the dare. He turned around to face me and asked if I was ok with kissing him. Even though I didn't want to, because I secretly hoped someone would dare Dan to give me my first experience of love, I just shook my head in agreement. Everyone around us was clapping and cheering when Jack softly fondled my face and finally leaned in to kiss me.
It was a very sweet and gentle kiss. It was a kiss I hadn't expected from such a sassy boy like Jack. It took me a while to collect enough courage to kiss him back but when I finally did it, I felt like a real adult. We broke the kiss after about two minutes and everyone stared at us and Jack smiled and said: " She has a real talent". I felt incredibly honored and blushed even harder than I blushed before our kiss. Everyone was happy and smiled even though Caitlin seemed a bit jealous Later on she told me she had had a crush on Jack ever since.
Maybe that was the moment our friendship got the first cracks.

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