As we stood outside the café I started to freeze and Jack lend me his jacket. I was amazed by this sweet and simple gesture. He then took my hand into his bigger ones and planted one simple kiss on my forehead. After that he looked deep into my eyes and his were so piercing blue that I forget everything else around me. He leaned in and whispered three magical word into my ear. I held my breath because I never thought about saying that words to anyone. Especially not to Jack but in that exact moment I felt like it was the right thing to do. So I returned an "I love you". I was 14 and I felt much to young to say powerful words like that. And I didn't want to say them to Jack but as the words came out of my mouth I realised that I trusted him and I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I said it to him. He then drove me home.
We arrived at my house at around midnight. Because I was pretty sure my parents were asleep, I asked Jack if he wanted to stay the night. He agreed but I hadn't introduced him to my parents even though we've been together for six month now. So we sneaked into the garden and climbed up the garage to my window. I giggled like a little kid and started to laugh hysterical when we finally arrived my bedroom. We then sat down on the bed and started kissing. It got rough pretty fast and I just wanted to push away his hands that touched me literally everywhere. We had made out like that once or twice before but his hands were forcefully this time and his kisses were hungrily. I asked him to stop but he just kept on pushing his bulge against my lower stomach. He whispered that I said I was in love with him, so I should please him and have Sex. He told me that was the only way I could prove my love to him . As I was just about to give in - not because I wanted to, but because I didn't want to hurt is feelings- we heared footsteps outside my door. He jumped off of me and ran to the window. He was just disappeared as Laura came in, her pet Honey ( a very sweet bear that I've given her to her 5th anniversary) lazily hanging upon her arm. She crawled into my bed and told me she felt that I didn't want to be alone tonight, so she came over to check if I was alright. Dear, how I love my little one. I then cuddled up onto her and with her little figure next to me I stopped thinking about Jack and my new "friends" and everything and just felt asleep real fast.
