Desperate Words (Poetry)

Bipolar

I was blind once
You were kind once
Or so I thought
But I've been taught

You are a selfish being
A helpless being
I now know
That we can't go

I loved you once
You were who I looked up to once
But I still do
But not to be you

To be the opposite
I love the opposite
It's better than you
And better to do

But that's all changed
Cuz you are unchanged
And I'm changed
To be what you couldn't change

You want to fix this
Or so you say
But what is this
Your lost this way

You need to stop

You admit
But you won't get admitted
You know
But you refuse to know

Everything is lost
Everything is gone
But at this cost
Everything is wrong

You'll never have me
You'll never see
How you've broken me
But I'm repaired, you see

This awful curse
Couldn't be worse
But it's all a rehearse
Like it was planned to be a verse

This awful plague
When we all wake
Will be vague
Cuz it's at stake

You don't know
What you think you know
Your reality
Is really reversed of the real reality

But I loved you once
And I trusted you once
Before I knew
What really is you