Desperate Words (Poetry)

I Don't Understand

What goes through his head
Why is he not dead
I want him to be gone
I'd be better off

But she's insane
Putting us all on pain
She's as psycho as he is
But noone admits it

What will it take
For her to break
Why must it be
So complicated

Why can't you just be
The one that let's us free
Because all I want
Is some freedom

You trap us in your life
And you don't love your wife
She sticks by you
Because she needs you

You hate her
But you are her
But on a higher scale
We hate you

But I guess not her
Never her
She is too blind
To understand

Her mistakes are bad
I can't be glad
As she kept us together
Even though it's not what I want

I should be happy
But instead I feel crappy
I suffer through this
Because of your bullshit

It's because of you
That I must do
These things
To get away from this

It's because of you
That I can't do
The things
I want

I can't be free
I just can't be
You're to jealous
Of my success

I'm just so worn
And very torn
You sucked the life
Right out of me