Here's another chapter, hope you enjoy♡
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Amber's POV
"We're here" he announced. We all get out of the car. He locked his car and walk beside me.
He look over to me and I gave him a nod. As we are walking I feel his hands grabing mine. I started grinning like an idiot but I tried so hard to hide it from him.
I heard zayn whistle from behind us. They all started laughing and I just blushed so hard.
We are not even inside yet but the loud music is already heard. Harry pushed the door open and we all walked in. As soon as we're in, we saw drunk people dancing everywhere.
I made an disgusted look and harry chuckled. I feel his hands grabbing my waist tightly. I look up at him and he just smirked.
"let's go get some drinks" louis shouted. They all agreed but I just kept my mouth shut because I've never got drunk before.
We all made our way to where the drinks are located and they all started grabbing some. Harry looked over to me and asked.
"what's that?" I pointed to the drink
"vodka, want some?"
I shook my head. " I don't like drinking"
"have you ever got drunk before?"
I shook my head in embarrassment. He chuckled and smirked afterwards. He pick up a cup and hand it to me. I gave him an questioning look.
"here, drink up. Trust me, you'll feel good"
I look up at him and finally took the cup from his hands. They all cheered. I smile shyly and bring up the cup to my lips.
this is it.
I drink a little and feel the vodka burning my throat. I stopped and look at them.
"do you like it?" zayn questioned.
"actually yes" I lied. I have to look cool infront of them. Zayn smiled back at me and I started drinking more.
"want some more?" niall questioned
"yeah sure" I said. He gave me the cup and I drink more. They gave me more drinks and I kept drinking more and more until I feel a nauseous feeling in my stomach.
"you okay" harry asked looking worried.
"yeah im fine, I'll just go find the bathroom" I said and quickly run away from them.
I kept looking for the bathroom but I didn't find it. I was about to walk back to them but I bumped into someone.
"im so sorry" I apologized and look up at them. My eyes widen as I saw him.
"what are you doing here" I asked.
"this is my party babe. what are you doing here?" ashton questioned.
I just ignored him and tried walking away from him but he grabbed my wrist.
"let go" I said
"I know you're looking for something" he said smirking. I just stared at him but finally gave up.
"ugh fine. do you know where the bathroom is?"
"yeah, follow me" he said. I nodded. He placed his hands behind my back and guide me to the bathroom.
"here it is" he said. I nodded and thank him. I bent over the toilet and throw everything up.
"you okay in there?" ashton asked.
"yeah im fine"
"you sure?"
"yeah im sure-" I was cut off and started throwing up again. I heard him opening the door and pulling my hair behind so I wont get my hair dirty.
I stopped and sigh. I flushed the toilet and walk over to the sink to wash my mouth.
"why did you drink?"
"it's none of your business" I spat rolling my eyes.
"amber, come on! why do you hate me so much?"
"don't act like you don't know asshole!"
"I told you im sorry! I didn't mean to do that! and besides it's all in the past can we just forget about it?"
"no! we can't! what you did to me is serious ashton! you're lucky I didn't tell my parents or the police!"
he groan in frustration and run his fimgers up his curly hair.
"I still love you okay?! there I said it! what I did to you is wrong! I didn't mean to hurt you" he shouted at me. I flinched. he sighed and continued. "amber, we used to be best friends, I was there for you throughout everything. We used to be so close and tell each other everything! what happen to that?"
I push him out of my way and tried to find harry and his friends.
"amber!" he said running up to me. He catches his breath and then continue. "I've been looking everywhere for you!"
He noticed my frown and asked "what happen?"
"it's nothing?" I said trying my best to smile.
"you sure? we can go home first if you want to."
"yes im sure. im totally fine" I said. faking a smile. He sighed then look at me.
"amber, don't lie to me, I know you don't want to stay" he said. I nodded and smiled at him shyly.
"I knew it. I'll just drop you home and then I'll pick them up." he said. We both walked out of the party and went inside his car.
"im sorry" he said.
"for?"
"you didn't enjoy the night. so im apologizing"
"no you don't have to. I should be apologizing for ruining your night.
"no you didn't ruin my night" he said. I was trying to fight back but as I was about to open my mouth I feel his lips pressing into mine. I didn't respond because im still in shock.
"im sorry for that" he said shyly.
"that's okay" I said.
The whole car ride is silent. an awkward silent.
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I'm in my room right now in my laptop scrolling my tumblr timeline until I heard my phone ring. I reach over for my phone and check the callers ID.
My life literally lit up when I saw Harry's name. We talked all night. He told me some jokes and we laughed alot. After the call ended. I actually realized something.
I like him alot.
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yayy amber liked him. If you wanna know what happened to amber and ashton in the past then keep readinggg.
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