I woke up today by Sean's text.
"Goodmorning sunshine🔥" I smiled and replied "goodmorning babe"
I texted him while in bed so I got up and got ready.
I wore a dress. It was for summer.
So I wore some white boots with medium heels.
Sean asked me to meet him in library that was next our old school.
So I gone. Today was Saturday. I gone to library and met him
there. I kissed him and we gone in.
He dragged me to some books
I've never seen. They were old and had dust. Well he got away the dust and opened the book for me.
So he said "I found this book for you. This is old by outside but is new inside. Like you. U're beautiful outside and amazing inside" I smiled at his words and asked what does this book includes. So he answered "it includes bravery , kindness , loyalty and most of things ,love" he kissed me and got that book to see what does it writes inside.
The library worker said "Thats too old & won't worth to read it" so I added back "it might sounds like that but you don't know it truth inside" I said that and we left.
I said bye to Sean and left to apartment. I was excited to read that book. I opened it so it was how Sean said "new inside" it had white papers and good write letters. I smiled at it.
So I started to read it.*2weeks later*
I was reading the book. And it had lots of pages cuz it was huge. But it had meaning words , I was still in middle cuz I couldn't read it cuz I helped dad and Lizzy with jimmy.
I read four papers every night.
I couldn't read more.
As I said I was reading the book I felt some pains on stomach and gone to throw up. I ran to bathroom and threw up. I didn't knew why.
So I remember that I didn't ate dinner last night. So I checked my month and yah saw that I missed my periods three days. I got worried so I gone to Lizzy.
"Lizzy Lizzy" she calmed me and said "what's wrong?" So I explained. Dad wasn't home. So she said "really? Ok tell me did you had sexually moves with someone?" I remembered Sean and thought should I tell or not but I did "yes. I had sex with Sean." She got surprised and said "okay. I'm gonna go down to buy some tests. U wait for me okay. Look after jimmy ok?" I agreed and she left. So I prayed to not get pregnant. Dad will kill me.
After 5mins Lizzy came and gave me 3tests. I gone in bath and peed on it.
I waited for 5mins and they showed.Positive
Positive
PositiveI started to cry and yell. "WHYYY? Omg" so Lizzy came in and saw the tests so she calmed me and said "it's gonna be okay. It's gonna be fine I know" so I cried in her arms and said "how will i tell my dad? He'll kill me! He'll throw me out, I disappointed him." She rubbed my back and said "no he won't. Ur his one. He won't do that! Jack I know , he won't never do that" I cried more but calmed. So I thought how to tell Sean? Will he help me? Or he'll
Leave? I'm so depressed.
So I had to tell him.
But not now. Later.
I got out to walk cuz I needed some fresh air. I was walking when Jane saw me and ran to me "Jess. Gurl I missed you!" I hugged her and cried so she asked "Jess what's wrong? Tell me." So I got her sat down and started "me and ..se..Sean. I'm.. A.. I'm .." I was mumbling so she said "wow wow. I don't get none of these. You and Sean what?" And I told her all "I'm pregnant .. Sean's the father." So she hugged me and smiled "oh darling. That's why u crying? Baby it's okay." I got curios and said "why is okay? I'm pregnant Jane. PREGNANT. And I'm not even married. Dad will kill me." So she just hugged me and said "listen. I'm married but to tell u the truth I got pregnant before marriage. No one knows. Only u and Boris. This is all fine. Go and tell Sean. If he want to be the dad. Then say to him to get married. And no one will know but even if u don't get married. Tell ur dad too. Mr.Thomas is the greatest man I've known. He will understand." I hugged her and said I'll go home. So I did.
When I gone in dad was there. So i gone to room fast. I always hug him but this time i was scared so locked my self in room. So he came.
"Jess. Open the door. Why u locked it? Is there something u will tell me?" I cried and shook from scare. But I opened it. And decided to tell him.
"Dad?" He saw me crying and got in. "What's wrong? Why is my beautiful girl crying? Tell me." So I sat down with him and locked the door. Just me and dad. So I started.
"Dad. I'm so so so sorry. I didn't meant to." He got curios and asked why am I apologizing so I said "I... I'm sorry but I'm pregnant. And it's Sean's." He looked at me , he got up and breathed but then sat again.
"Are you sure?" I nodded yes and said if he's mad so he explained "darling. It's ur life. I mean this isn't good since u're not married but I'm happy. Not that happy but happy cuz I'm gonna be a grandfather. And my baby girl is gonna be a mum." He smiled and hugged me. This was easy than I thought so I smiled and hugged back hard. But asked him "dad if Sean won't accept this kid. Will u let me live here until labor." He smiled and said "u'll live here even after labor. I don't wanna be away from my niece/nephew .. But if Sean won't accept It then he'll have SO much problem with Thomas." I laughed and he left after he kissed my forehead so I slept. Time to tell him. I thought how.
Until I fell asleep.*morning11AM*
I woke up to throw up. My daily routine. So I got ready to go out and go tell Sean. I told Jane last night about what my dad said and Boris congratulated me. So he said that his twins will have a friend.
I got ready and left.
I arrived to Sean's home.
Thx god he was there.
He invited me in , and he was alone. So we sat in living room. I died him still not speaking so I finally did now.
"Sean.. I have to tell you. Sooner or later this will come out. But I'm pregnant and it's urs" his jaw dropped and he got up and covered his face saying OMG. Then I was speaking but he said "this is amazing." I got surprised so said "this means u're not mad and u'll take care of us.." He got my hands and kissed then said "I'm not mad , I'm happy. I'll be a father. I'll be a dad." I smiled and hugged him.
He said that we have to tell his parents and we will but next day.
We have to figure out how.
Sean came to my apartment and talked with dad , they deal and my crazy dad said to him if he don't take care of his niece/nephew he'll be in troubles. Sean said that he will.
So we gone to tell Sean's parents.
And we did. Sean's dad was mad at first but then got happy. Sean's mum hugged me and cried saying "Finally another baby is gonna run in my house."
Telling all was easy. Some got mad but understood. Sean said that we'll get married after the baby is born.
He wants his kid to be in his marriage. And all agreed.
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