UpSideDown Life

Chapter32

It's been like weeks since Boris told about Leslie. That made me happy.
Today we was allowed to get her home. Arielle was beyond happy that they're gonna play together now on.

She made Anastasia to go and buy toys. It was fun.

Sean organized to do barbecue with all us. We invited all Jane's family.
Daniel's family too. He have 3kids with Anna. It was really big and there were lots of people. To count them all was like 12 adults and 9kids.

It was awesome around there.
Girls was playing together with dolls.
Boys was playing soccer.
All of us was having fun.

I want a family like this to be always happy , smiling , laughing and never sad&cry&troubles.
That's what I wish for.

*3years later*

Today was amazing day.
My twins are playing with Jane's twins. Jane is here with Boris.
Jane is pregnant. And it's a girl.
We're so happy for her.

Anastasia is one of us.
Not O'Donnell but she's a Thomas.
Dad adopted her after we got her out of that woman's hand.
Dad tried a lot and he made her his daughter. I was beyond happy.
I have a sister. And a brother.
Anastasia just had her birthday and she's 20 now.
Dad adopted her 2years ago.

It was cool day. Leslie was running with Arielle. Their hair are grown up.
And they're beautiful like before but they're growing up.

I was with Boris talking about Leslie. And Boris told me that we gotta watch after her. And if she gets sick we have to rush her immediately in operation.

Jane came , kissed Boris and turned to feed her son. She was smiling when she dropped the plate in ground and she fell "Boris my water broke.." It was time for her to give birth. Boris got up fast and said "it's to early. She's in 8month. It's early." So Sean got the car on and we drove to hospital. I got all with me.
My kids and her kids too.
I drove my car.

*Hospital*
They rushed Jane in room for birth.
I was with her. Sean was watching the kids.
Then the doctor came in and said "it's early for birth. We have to wait more." It was killing Jane so Jane looked at me and I yelled at them "get the baby out now. Don't u see she's in pain.." All looked at me and lost it all so Jane yelled "CUT ME AND GET MY BABY OUT NOWWW.." Doctor wasn't sure about that but he did it.
They gave Jane medicines for not feeling pains and they did it.
I was all the time there.
I was holding Jane's hand.
She wasn't letting go even she's sleeping. They were getting the baby out , and that moment I heard a cry.
The baby is here.
Her baby is here.
Jane wasn't still not awake so I called Boris in and he came.
"Boris she's here. Congrats.." Boris thanked and got his girl in his arms and named her "welcome to our world Bella"
I was smiling and crying.

She was so beautiful and little.
I remember when I got Leslie on my arms like that.
But now I hold two amazing girls.

Jane woke up an hour later. She was in room now. And Bella was next to her. So she got up but her cut hurts and she couldn't move. But Bella was in her bed so I helped Jane.
I handed Bella to Jane and she kissed. "Hello Bella. I'm ur mummy."

We was kiddin with Jane saying "nahh I'm her mummy cuz I held her first on my arms. She knows my face" we was laughing.

Jane's twins came and softly kissed Bella. My kids too.
All came and congratulated her.

After four days later Jane was allowed to go home.
We was driving when all our kids fell asleep.

*skip car ride*
We gone home and Sean parked.
Andrew woke up and got out of car.
Sean for Arielle and I got Leslie.
I was getting her out of her chair when I noticed her lips was purple. Her face was yellow. I shook her but she wasn't waking up.
I was shaking her but she wasn't even moving.
So I checked is she's breathing and she wasn't. So I yelled "Seannn.. Come here now." He came running and I told him , my dad was there so I left him to look after Andrew and Arielle while we're going to hospital.

We didn't told Boris cuz we had no time. We rushed there again.
So Sean yelled "docs come here. She's not breathing.." Nurses came and got her in room.
Me and Sean wasn't allowed to get in. They were still checking her.
Mins later nurse got out and told us "she's breathing now. It's normal heart beating. We're checking her still. Don't worry." We sat down so we saw Boris running.
"Jess what happened?" We told him and he rushed in his office , got his stuff and ran to room.

They wasn't allowing him but they knew him and he gone in.
Boris was checking all her body.
He got her blood for analysis.

Then i saw all doctors getting around her. The nurse closed the door window too. I couldn't see.
I was hugging Sean.
I was praying for her.

*3hours later*
Boris came out and told us "Jess I'm sorry but we did anything. Her cancer was showed up again today. U wasn't late but we couldn't disappear it. It's all over body now. It's worse than 3yrs ago I'm sorry"
I totally lost hope now.
I asked if he can do the same thing like last time but he couldn't.

I was only crying and breathing hard.
Sean wasn't himself.
My world just got black.
No more lights for me.

They got her in room. Every second I was next to her.
She was awake once.
She asked what happened so I just said it's sickness. It will pass.
I begged dad to not bring kids here.

Jane couldn't come to us cuz she have her newborn baby. Mum took care of my kids and Anastasia did too. She had her work but she took a break for a week.

I was tired and about to sleep when I heard the bip bip things wont stop.
I called doctors and all came in.
They got us out.
Boris was trying to stop the machine but it was still doing that annoying sound. He got those scary things like iron and he was trying to get her in life. Her heart stopped beating.
I was crying and scared.

They got late so we sat down in chairs to wait.
I was praying and Boris wouldn't sit.
I was praying when Boris came out of room and I jumped on him.
"Pleasee tell me she's gonna be alright? Pleasee?" He breathed and said "sit.." I sat and I looked Boris straight to eyes , so he said "she..
Couldn't make it. I'm sorry" he said fast and I just breathed like it was the last time I do. Then I got up and walked to Leslie slowly and calmly.

I entered in and I saw again the worst thing I used to see.
I saw them covering her with that fucking black blanket just like Aiden.
All was black around me. It brought me the memory of 16.

I was only walking over her and breathing "this was all. My life. My happiness. My way." I was weak.

I couldn't handle it anymore.