Raven Grey (Sons of Anarchy Fanfic)

Chapter 4

I sat down at the picnic table lighting a cigarette as the door opened, I looked up seeing Happy walking over to me. "Go away Happy." I said wiping my tears away, he didn't listen as he sat down beside me.

"No, what happened?" He asked.

"It doesn't concern you Happy." I told him.

"Yes it does if you're crying." He told me.

"I don't mean shit to you Happy just go back to Ima, I'm sure she's upset that you left her." I replied smartly.

"Of course you mean something to me. You told me to go to Ima or Victoria anyway, and do you really think I would kiss you if you didn't mean anything to me?" He asked.

"Girls always say shit like that Hap but you don't actually go and do it, and yes I do think you would kiss me even if you didn't care for me because thats what you do with every woman." I said angrily.

"Look I just wanted to know what was wrong don't get pissy with me little girl. What did you and Kozik talk about? How good your sex was the last time he was here." He snapped. I stood up and slapped him hard across the face that it hurt my hand.

"I never fucked Kozik I have only ever fucked Jax and that was one time, who told you I had sex with Kozik? Was it Ima? Because if it was you can't believe a thing that comes out of crow-eaters mouth. What Kozik and I were talking about was how he took me to an abortion clinic the last time he was here and how I was supposed to tell Jax that I aborted our baby. That's what we were talking about, and then I told Jax and you just saw his reaction when he took off you fucking piece of shit!"I yelled as everyone started coming out.

"Jax got you pregnant?" Tara asked hurt.

"Oh don't get all butt hurt about it, you weren't even here and I got an abortion and then he found out Wendy was pregnant. This doesn't even concern you so just do everyone a favor and shut the fuck up." I snapped turning back to Happy who had a blank face I didn't know if I should be scared or happy.

"Why did you have Kozik bring you and not me?" He growled.

"Because I didn't want anyone inside this club to know and I was closest to Kozik when the TACOMA charter would come. That's where we were all day we weren't having sex." I sighed.

"I shouldn't have said that about you." He told me.

"No you shouldn't have. You of all people Hap should know that I don't sleep around, I had sex once and that's it. If it makes you feel any better Tara I'm pretty sure Jax hates me now." I told her walking back in the clubhouse to see Ima standing at the bar. I stomped over to her and tapped her on her shoulder. She turned around and scoffed.

"What do you want?" She sneered.

"You fucking told Happy I fucked Kozik when we all know I didn't." I snapped.

"Honey I'm gonna do anything I can to make him or Jax my Old Man." She smiled.

I punched her in the nose and it instantly started bleeding. "Don't you ever tell anyone something about me that's not true especially Happy and Jax, you stupid slut you're not going to land either of them you're just an easy lay so cut the shit." She nodded holding her nose and running out of the clubhouse. I sat down as everyone started coming back inside, both Happy and Kozik came walking over to me sitting on either side of me.

"Why did Ima run out of here bleeding?" Happy asked drinking a beer.

"I punched her because she told you that I fucked Kozik and then she told me she would do anything to get you or Jax. Looks like you're gonna have to find another easy lay cause Ima isn't coming back tonight oops." I snapped.

"Little girl you better watch your tone." He growled.

"I will not watch it Hap you can't tell me what to do." I told him sternly.

"Babe calm down." Kozik said putting his hand on my shoulder. I looked up at Happy and his eyes instantly went dark, he pulled Kozik's hand off of me.

"Don't you fucking touch her." He said darkly.

"Hey I was just trying to calm her down Hap." Kozik said defending himself.

"Well you don't fucking need to touch her." He growled getting up and going to Kozik. I got up and stood in front of Happy before he get Kozik. Putting my hands on Happy's chest his attention automatically turned to me.

"It's okay Hap he didn't mean anything by it. It's not like that with him and I okay?" I asked looking up at him.

"You sure he knows that?" He snapped.

"Oh my god Happy if you're not going believe me then you might as well just stop being there for me." I snapped walking away and down the hall to my bedroom when someone grabbed my arm and turned me around, looking up I saw Happy and he pushed me against the wall putting his hand on either side of my head.

"I will not stop being there for you. I know that I may have been overprotective but thats only because I care about you." He said getting close to my face.

"I don't believe you." I whispered sternly, and thats when he smashed his lips against mine. Pressing his body against me he grabbed my legs and wrapped them around him. He walked a little more down the hallway and opened the door to his room shutting it behind us with his foot. He threw me on the bed and I laughed as he got on top of me kissing my neck, as his hands moved down my sides gripping my hips hard not that I didn't like it because I did. He started to unbutton my pants and pull them down but I stopped him. "Happy I can't have sex with you." as soon as those words came out of my mouth he got off of me. "Hap its not that I don't to." I sighed.

"Why then, because you love Jax." He snapped.

"Can we not start a fight please. I can't because I'm not emotionally ready for it again. After getting pregnant and getting an abortion and the guy telling you it was a mistake it can really mess you up." I tried to tell him.

"You're right I'm sorry." He sighed laying down next to me, I looked at the clock and it said 11:55pm. I got up from the bed with Happy watching me.

"But that doesn't mean I can't take my clothes off." I smirked taking my shirt and bra off and pulling my pants down and stepping out of them. He smirked getting off too and taking his shirt and pants off. I got back in bed and he hovered above me again kissing me, pulling him closer I wrapped my legs around him flipping over so I was now on top. I smiled bitting his lip while kissing him which made him growl. I then started to move my hips back and forth rubbing against him he broke the kiss.

"If you don't stop I will fuck you." his gravely voice said, I giggled and rolled off of him moving to my side of the bed not touching him because I know he doesn't like to cuddle. A couple seconds later he moved closer to me pulling me into him. "I thought you didn't like to cuddle." I said.

"I don't like it with crow-eaters they're gross." He told me.

"Yet you still fuck them." I said laughing.

"Yeah I have to either imagine it being someone else or have them face down." he said turning me towards him.

"Yeah? and who do you imagine you're fucking?" I asked.

"You." He stated.

"You do not I'm just a little girl remember." I sighed.

"I'm pretty sure a little girl would not do what she just did with me, I only gave you that nickname cause I like it not because I think you are one." He told me. I blushed when he mentioned what we did and buried my face in his chest. "Don't hide it from me its cute." He said grabbing my face and kissing me.

"Goodnight Happy." I said smiling.

"Goodnight little girl." He smirked.