Raven Grey (Sons of Anarchy Fanfic)

Chapter 8

I grabbed Jax's hand and dragged him to my room, he sat down at my desk while I sat at my bed. "So what happened." He asked.

"Lets just say I said a lot. I told him he wouldn't be able to look at her during sex, he'd only be able to take her from behind imagining it being me. I told him that he would rather have sex with me and how much tighter I would be than her, and yeah." I rushed out.

"That's it? No offence but I thought for sure you guys would at least kiss if not fuck." He told me.

"Good to know what you think of me asshole." I snapped, getting up I opened my door and slammed that one shut too walking out down the hall. I could hear Jax following me but I didn't stop walking until he called my name in front of everyone.

"Raven stop!" I turned around and glared at him as everyone went silent.

"Can someone please tell me why you think its so easy for me to fuck someone?!" I yelled. I saw Victoria come out of the hall in only Happy's shirt wth Happy not far behind.

"Sweetie thats because you're a whore." She snapped sweetly.

"Is that so? If I'm not mistaking sweetie, last time I checked I wasn't the crow eater who likes to be passed around until only one member would give her the time of day. No one would touch you because of how many guys you have been with and worn out your pussy is. I'm the one who has only had sex once, so who's the whore now? Not me but you." I snapped getting closer to her, Happy stepped in front of her and grabbed me walking me to the kitchen. "Was I right?" I asked.

"Right about what?" He asked confused.

"Was I right about you imagining it being me? That you can only take her from behind? That I'm so much tighter than she is, and how much better I would be?" I asked.

"Yes you were right." he said looking me right in the eyes.

"Good, now go back to your whore she must be missing your dick." I snapped trying to get by him but he stopped me again.

"Raven what you trying to do here?" He asked.

"Are you happy with her?" I asked.

"No I'm not." He sighed looking down.

"Then why the fuck are you with her? You made me think you wanted to be with me. Theres one little argument and I'm gone for two hours and come back and you are all lovey dovey with the whore so I don't know what the fuck to think right now." I snapped again.

"Raven the last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt you." He said.

"Then why do you hurt me continuosly Happy?" I whispered looking down. I felt his hand under my chin lifting it up so I was looking at him.

"I don't know Raven I really don't know. I don't want to hurt you I really don't because I know I feel something for you." He sighed.

"Yet you hurt me over and over and over again." I whispered finally getting around him and walking back out going to the bar. I grabbed a beer from behind the counter and sat down opening it and taking a sip.

"You shouldn't be drinking." Opie said as him and Jax sat down beside me.

"I really just don't care at this point." I said while taking another sip.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Well, your bestfriend right there thinks I'm a whore and Happy says he feels something for me yet continues to hurt me and my birthday is tomorrow which will have drama no matter what I do. So I'm little stressed and carelesss right now." I sighed.