A Shy Girl & A Wild Horse

Chapter 7~

A Shy Girl & A Wild Horse

Chapter 7~

I froze in my spot unable to move. No one, and I mean no one, ever called me cupcake, it was like forbidden. That was the nickname my dad had given me when I was little. No one else could call me cupcake.

"Becca you're all grown up...." He said and looked sad.

I swallowed the knot in my throat and tried to find words to speak.

"You're Richard right?" I almost whispered.

He seemed upset that I called him by his first name instead of 'dad', but does he really expect me to call him that after all that he has done?

"Yep..... I guess that would be me."
"So ahh, how've you been?"

"I've been better, a lot better." I answered truthfully.

"Look kiddo, I am really sorry about your grandparents. Do you need anything?" He asked.

"A time machine." I said.

"If I had one of those I would've used it a long time ago." He kind of smiled but I kept my glare.

"Like when you left my mom and me behind because of it she died and then I was left with my grandparents and when someone asked why I was living with them I always made up a different story then what really happened because I was so ashamed of who I was and who my family was. Do you know how hard it is to live like that? Being bullied so bad that you have depression and serious anxiety? Only having one friend in the whole in tire world! I have been beaten to the point where I can't move because people think that I don't belong here, a girl who lives with her grandparents because of some random things should have never been born! Do you know how many times I have been called ugly, stupid, whore, and other things that should never be repeated?" My blood was boiling and I felt some tears run down my face as I looked into my father's eyes and saw complete sorrow.

"Do you know how many times I wanted to kill myself?"

His face completely changed into sorrow to complete despair.

"The night when I found out that my grandparents where killed I lost it, because I knew that I had no more family and that I would be out in a girls home for the rest of my life. I had I knife to my neck ready to end it all, and if Caitlin hadn't burst through the doors I wouldn't be standing here screaming at you about all the things that you have caused me!"

"Becca..." It looked like he wanted to cry.
"I never meant for any of this to happen I just wanted to protect you and your mother."

"Save it! I don't want to hear the same thing over and over again! I know that's not true and that there is more to this story!"

"There is." He mumbled.

"Well then tell me!" I shouted ready to pop.

"I can't."

"That's what I thought." I snapped and then turned on my heel and ran back towards my room.

"Becca!"

I didn't want anything to do with him at the moment, I just needed to cool down.

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A/N~ I know I haven't updated in forever and I am soooo sorry! I feel terrible!!! But anyways I hope you like it! Vote and comment suggestions! Thank you!!!❤️