twenty three.
I walked in the house to see no one home. As usual, my dad was probably off doing some 20 year old skank. As for my mom, she was off making a living and providing for her family, she and my dad are divorced because, my dad was abusive toward her. Now my mom has three kids and a dog with a great man. On holidays and my birthday she's stopped calling and just sends cards with money in them. As if that can make up for the sadness I feel when I see her kids posting pictures of them on vacations and pictures with my mom smiling as if that's the only life she's ever known. I wish I could've gone with her but, I didn't understand what was going on when I was only three. I thought my mom was going to come back so I said I wanted to stay with my dad. I want to talk to her so badly but, I know the drill. It'll ring a couple times then go straight to voice mail. She still lives in this state just a different town. She has two daughters, one is a year younger and one is three years younger than me. She also has a son who is a year younger than me. He and the daughter are twins. They live in a really nice house in are ally nice neighbourhood. I just wish I could end all of the pain of not being happy. I'm sick of faking it all of the time. So I'm going to fix it myself, by ending it myself. I got in my car and started driving. Then I dialled my moms phone number. It rang six times and then went to her voice mail. That's when I knew, for sure, no body cares or will ever care about me. So I let go of the steering wheel, "I'm sorry, mom. For eve-" but, I didn't get to finish my sentence. Because, I hit a tree and everything went silent and dark...
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Don't know why it went in this direction because, now I'm sad. Next chapter Matt's mom's POV. And idk her name so in the story her name will be Cheryl Hahahah
