Chapter Six

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I walk up to my room with my phone in my pocket and my computer under my arm. I set my laptop down on the dresser and walk into the bathroom I look in the mirror and jump from what I see. I had makeup down my cheeks, my eyes were bloodshot, and my hair was messy. I quickly grab a makeup remover wipe and wash my face with it. I reapply a little makeup and redo my hair. I put eyedrops in my eyes to help with the redness. I look in the mirror one last time then walk out of the room to the elevator. I press the 'first floor' button. I go onto my phone while I wait. It was already 1:00am.

I get down to floor one and go to the kitchen. I got a small snack before walking down to the basement. I walk into the room and I see all of the guys sitting on the floor in a circle.

"C'mon Callie!" Taylor waves you over to them and I sit by Shawn and Carter.

Everyone starts playing and I sit in silence until it was my turn.

"Callie, truth or dare?" Aaron asks.

"Umm, truth" I look at Aaron waiting for a question to answer.

I see Gilinsky whisper something to Aaron and Arron shakes his head, "No Jack, I'm not asking that."

"What did he want you to ask?" Matt asked as everyone turned their attention toward Aaron and Gilinsky.

"Yeah what did you want me to ask her Jack?" Aaron looks at Gilinsky with a death glare.

"I was just telling him to ask you what you miss?" Jack smirks and looks me right in the eyes.

"I'm not doing this again Jack." I got up and left the room.

I walked up the stairs and went into the kitchen. I sat down at a chair and put my head in my hands. I heard someone walk into the kitchen and I could feel them look at me. I look up and see Gilinsky standing there.

"Why won't you just answer the question?" Jack starts smirking again.

I start to have tears in my eyes but I just breath in deep and narrow my eyes at him. "You know what I miss Gilinsky?" He stops smirking and narrows his eyes at me too. "I miss the days when I had a real family and didn't have to call a douche bag like you my family. I miss having an actual mom and dad and didn't have to depend on my aunt. I miss having a brother who would look out for me and I didn't have to depend on you guys. I love that they look out for me but you, I'm trying to like you but I can't. You hurt me Jack. You don't do anything for me and you know what? I miss having a family because now I'm all alone! I didn't have anyone for a long time. After Magcon, I had no one and I mean no one. You guys were the ones who made me feel like I had someone again. I thought of you like a brother but then you slowly started destroying me again. That night at Magcon, just like tonight, it felt like you ripped my heart out, tore it up, and stomped on it ten times. You hurt me Jack. And I don't even know why you hate me. I didn't do anything to you! You're the one that made fun of my messed up family life! Yeah, I know I have a f****d up life. Your life isn't perfect either though. So that's what I miss. I miss my family. I miss them more than anything in the world." I feel tears dripping onto my hands which means that they are pouring out of my eyes. I don't care anymore. I've held them in for too long. It's time for him to see what pain he has given me.

Gilinsky actually looked sorry or sad but that went away after he started talking, "Yeah my life isn't perfect but it's way better than yours. You're not the only one in the world who has gone through rough times. Stop trying to make everyone feel bad for you. I know you just want attention so just cool it with the act." Gilinsky turned and started walking towards the stairs.

"Jack wait," He turns back around, "if you're going to act like this during tour, I won't be able to do it. Please."

Jack put his hands up, "Why do I care if your on tour?" Jack places his hands back down to his sides, "That just means less stupid fans I have to meet." He turns back to the stairs where Cam was walking up the last two steps. Jack looked at Cam and patted him on the back then went back downstairs.

Cam came up and hugged me. I sigh and hug him back. "Are you okay?" I shake my head no. "Well if it makes you feel any better, I got that on camera."

"Why would that make me feel better?" I mumble into his chest.

"Well, I got him saying that fans are stupid." I smiled and he must've felt it because he started laughing.

"I'm gunna go to bed and try to get some sleep." I pull away from him and start walking away.

He grabs my hand and pulls me back into his grasp, "Okay, just text me or something if you need me." I nob my head and walk to the stairs to get to my room.

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So sorry I've only been updating like once a week!

And I'm sorry for the short chapter.

I just feel like nobody likes this. But if you do, could you just like comment because I want to know if I'm just making something nobody likes.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 04, 2015 ⏰

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