Nyctophillia | p.jm

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JIMIN

I'm speechless.

Oh moon, why are you so cruel to me?

From the start, I laid my eyes on her, which I thought she was a boy, who works as a milk boy. Now, I know why my heart was beating like so fast.

By looking into her eyes, as the word escapes from her lips, saying; I'm Choi Angie, it feels like I just fell from the cliff.

Her name is Choi Angie and why wasn't I curious of knowing her name before?

And knowing the fact that I'm NOT gay feels like I flowers, and chocolates pouring over me. I feel so relief, and there was just a rainbow above me.
I smiled-from ear to ear, as my eyes smiles together. So, I'm having a crush to my opposite gender. She realised that I'm smiling weirdly to her.

So, she just furrowed her eyebrows, as she just gave me a disgusted face. I just can't describe how relief I am, to fall for a girl.

Thank you dear moon!

"You're  girl?" I asked her, with myself cupping my mouth. I just can't hold the happiness, so I burst to a bright laugh.

It feels like I'm falling on a gigantic bowl of chocolate crème. So, unbelieveable crazy unbelievable.

And knowing the fact, she's right in front of me, and tell herself she's a girl, just drive me happy. It just makes me crazy happy.

My lips just smiles widely, it feels like it stucked like this. "Wow " I said, pushing my fringe to the back. Now I know why, I was insane whenever she's near me. And, all I thought she was a boy?

A milk boy?

"And you're into me" she said, smirking at me, so mischievously. And my smiles fades, into her.

I can't say no that'ld be so wrong right? But, saying a yes is also not right. I mean- yes, I am into her. But, crazily that- no I don't know now.

By just remembering that, Eunjin appeared in my life too, just makes me feel confusing. I rubbed my nape, awkwardly laugh.

"Wha- noo no" I said, nervously with my voice shook. But, she's not buying, her eyes just glares at me, like I'm some kind of pizza.

"Really, because you're friend just told me" she said, with her eyebrows rose, giving me the -I know I'm right- face. I stammered, I can't pull out any better words.

I avoided eye contacts from her, as then my drive arrive safely, in front of me. "Well, yeah-" I said, shrugging my shoulders, as if it's not a bad thing. "-I mean I did, but hey I'm hitched with a girl"