Nyctophillia | p.jm

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{ day nine }

JIMIN

I don't think I'll ever want to see him again. I feel weird, seriously weird. His smile keeps on appearing, and replaying in my head.

And when I think about it, my heart will beat fast. Why am I like this? Am I really into men?

I mean I've been flirting with girls around school. And, I do realise that none of them affect me, but why him? Dammit why?!

"No Jimin, you cannot be like this" I said to myself, and slap my own cheeks. "You are not going to fall for the same gender!"

But I can't deny, crap why I can't deny that this heart is already melts by a milk boy; who sends milks everyday and ignores my lectures.

Somehow, I don't feel it's burdensome for me to have interest in a male, yet what will people say?
"Dang it Jimin, don't think that way! You are straight!" I scolded myself, and I stood up to get my jacket on the couch.

I need to see Hyemi, and ask for the girl she wants me to date with. Let's just hope, that I'll fall for her, dear moon, don't play around with me!

~

I look deeper into her eyes, but all I see is tears and sadness. "You alright Hyemi?" Was all I could ask, even if she nods her head, I know that she's not.

Jungkook is a fool, a bastard who thinks about himself, "ahh, Jimin about this girl" she said, softly. Then, she took a deep breath and fakes a smile.

Though I know, that she's wearinga a fake smile, she's still beautiful. I hummed for her respond, as she just claps her hand with delight.

"She's on her way here, and I want to introduce you, to her" she grins, with all her teeth fully shown. I just show her my smiling eyes, and thanked her for her efforts.

She shakes her head, "You should tell me what happend between you two" I blurt out, hoping she'll tell me everything.

"Let's just say, we had a fight again" and that hurts to hear her unpleasently said it. "He keeps on coming late, and get mad at me for no damn reason"

She lets out a heavy sigh, "He doesn't know how to treat a girlfriend right" I said, and she just snorts.

"And you?" She arched her eyebrows, "You don't even have a girlfriend for all these years, and now your telling me about this milk boy?" I told her everything what I felt and all she could say is; I don't know Jimin.

Well, I don't even know myself too. Why on earth should I fall for a man? When he's probably fall for a girl!

"But don't worry, maybe you just adore him" she said, with a comforting tone. "I mean i sometimes feel that way to Monghee" but, I heard her muttered a; maybe.

I rolled my eyes, and which she just giggled. After we talk about things happened, she beams and stood up to run outside.

Poor Hyemi, I feel bad for her, because she can only smile when there's something she likes, and that exclude fighting with Jungkook.

Then she walks back inside, with a girl hanging her head low. clinging her forearms. She looks at me with wide smile, "Jimin, this is Song Eunjin"

And do you know what surprise me? Well, this girl makes my jaw drops because she is what I described; long hair, petite sized, girl who wears skirt.