Is It Forbidden Love?

Her

Monique has been trying to get me to like girls for a change.

Not that she didn't appreciate me being Gay, she wanted me to try it to see how it works out. She has desperately wanted me to forget about Max because I have been locking myself in my room, not eating, and crying myself to sleep.

I really wanted to see him, go look for him, but sadly, Monique was in the way.

~Two Days Ago~
I put on a coat, and a scarf to make sure I was warm enough since it was snowing outside. I was ready to see Max even though it has been at least 2 weeks since we had that "night". I needed him so badly, he was my drug.

I was addicted to him, he was just so beautiful in his way...Those Blue orbs of his...That light brown hair...the way he looked at me just made my stomach feel weird, oh, but in the good way...

I couldn't say I Loved him...

YET.

But, I still knew we had a special connection ever since we saw each other in the Cafe.

I was about to reach for the door knob, not until a curious Monique stood in front of me, crossing her arms and looking at me with no emotion in those hazel eyes of hers.

"Where are you going?" She spoke softly, making sure to keep her voice quiet and calm, also, trying not to sound rude at all.

"Um...W-well, I decided to go to the...YEAH! the store!" I said nervously while fidgeting with my fingers.

She definitely knew I was lying since...well yeah, Im just bad at lying to be true. The way I was stuttering too.

"Your going to see Max aren't you?"
She shook her head in disappointment leaving me frowning.

"No way your going to see him, but you will be seeing someone else," she stated with a mischievous grin on her face while putting her hands behind her back, and twisting the door knob ever so slightly.

Once the door was fully open, there was a girl...

She had light brown, short hair, the tips of her hair were a bit curly which really fit her. Her eyes seemed to look kind of golden since her eyes were a very light and weird color of brown. She had some small thin lips, yet ever so soft and pink...kissable too. She had a thin body, but wow, she had some hips...breasts of course...A-Ass...

Wait what?

She was wearing a white long sleeve shirt, brown pants, some grey boots, and a red scarf...

She was perfect to be exact.

Monique interrupted me by my thoughts when she made me shake hands with her while saying,"Kobe, this is Aaliyah, Aaliyah, this is Kobe."
Aaliyah smiled and spoke softly,"Hi, Its a p-pleasure to meet you Kobe." I smiled back at her, almost shy but decided not to be rude,"Well, its a pleasure to meet you too, Aaliyah." I was surprised since I wasn't the one to stutter, it was her.

Now i'm sitting next to Aaliyah, at the dark of night...looking up and admiring the stars.

"So you really like stars?"

She smiled widely and nodded,"I have always admired them ever since I was a little girl." I nodded and continued looking up.

Earlier, we spoke about our childhoods and such. I felt bad for her though, she had an abusive life, but decided to leave at 16. She got a job at a pizza place and bought herself an apartment, yet still going to school. Her ex-boyfriend supported her until she was 19, reasons why, he left her.

Now she was with me because Monique thought she should try to be with someone who is just like her. I might be like her, but I'm not sure if I actually do Like girls. I mean im only 20...but she does deserve a chance I guess...But Max...but Aaliyah...

Who do I choose?