Is It Forbidden Love?

Gay? Bi-Sexual? Or Straight?

5th Day
It was snowing once again, I decided to put on a grey long sleeve shirt with my brown sweater, some black pants, brown boots, and a black beanie. It was just another day, except its one of the other special days. I cant believe I had to be with this girl, I mean no offense but, I really don't know if I actually like girls.

Ever since Monique introduced me to her, everyday I loose a spark of interest in Max, and gain a spark of interest in..

Aaliyah...

Wait do I really?

She is beautiful in her own way...

People say nobody's perfect...

What about Aaliyah?

She is beautiful in her own way...

And its Perfect...

Is she really the Perfect girl for me?

Maybe...

Just...

Maybe...

Real question is...

What am I?

Gay?

I surely was...

Bi-Sexual?

I think so...

Straight?

Maybe...

But not yet

Now I'm waiting for Aaliyah in Monique's house, surely not mine...
I haven't set foot on my house since that One Night Stand.

I still don't understand how I let him do that. Let him take control of me, dominate me like I'm some kind of toy...

I need Aaliyah, to take my mind off of these memories.

I sat lazily on Monique's couch and drank a sip of coffee that Monique made me earlier. She said Aaliyah, a friend of hers, herself of course, and I were going to some place special. Im not really the person to get that excited but oh well...I need to go...

"So my friend- Its a girl so you know, not a guy." She put emphasis on both the words guy and girl. It's good to know, I really don't understand guys that very much, even if I'm one. Im better off being a girl, I only get along with them. "Whats her name?" I sad quietly, except I said "her" louder. "Oh! Her name is Desiree, dont worry, she is pretty nice, but sometimes she can change emotions quiet quickly, just try not to say something that'll make her mad or offended alright?" Monique said while raising both eyebrows at me. I nodded and put down my coffee on the table that was put in front of the couch.

Ding dong!

The doorbell rang.

I felt myself tense as Monique went for the door. There stood Aaliyah, and another girl...must have been Desiree.

She had dark brown hair that she must have cut not too long ago, because it reached only where her collarbones were. Her eyes were dark brown and she wore glasses that were kind of big, but suited her well, she wore a black tank top under and wore a pink sweater, some black leggings, and lastly, brown boots, not like mine very much, but just simple. She was just average in her size, but of course, she seemed taller than Aaliyah, and me...like at least 6"0...I was 5"6...Aaliyah was 5"4...Monique was...well, 5"9.

Monique smiled and turned a tad bit to be able to look at me and smiled,"C'mon! Were leaving Kobe~" I lazily stood up and went for the door.

Its going to be an interesting day...

...Very...