the wonder << j.g.

chapter 3

Lydia

We reached the beach shortly after breakfast.I slept horrible, just saying.

"ugh." I laid down on my sheet and towel.

"come on lazy bones!" leeann's perky voice rang through my ears.

"shut up," I groaned at her.

"it's 9 am, we are wasting quality beach time!" she said.

I looked over at deanna who was passed out on her towel.

"I don't think we want to go right now." I said gesturing over to her.

"uhhh!" she moaned as she put on tanning oil and laid on her towel also.

I was very peaceful until I felt sand on my back.

I looked up to see jack.

I give him the most sarcastic,fake,and bitch smile I have ever gave someone in my entire life.

"whoa, whoa," he quickly caught on to this, "I'm sorry babe." he laughed.

I felt him brushing the sand off me.

"whatever." I sighed.

He wasn't like this yesterday so I was really confused but I brushed it off.

"do you want to come in the water with us?" he asked.

Leeann looked at me and quickly nodded towards me to say yes.

"I guess." I sighed.

I wasn't until I stood that I saw johnson and another boy behind him.

"oh this is john." johnson smiled at me.

"hello, nice to meet you." I smiled back.

"you too beautiful." he winked.

I blushed and woke up deanna.

"ugh, what?!" she groaned.

"me, lee, the jacks, and their friend are going in the water, want to come?" I asked.

She looked up, "n-" she stopped when she saw john.

She coughed awkwardly, "I mean yeah." her face lightened up.

I smirked, "let's go." we walked to the water while all three of us went with the three guys.

I looked over to jack, as I kept my arm against my skin.

I really don't want something so stupid from the past to ruin my future.

"listen," he eyed my arm placed frimly against my stomach, "um I hope I didn't spark anything yesterday that might've hurt your feelings." he scratches the back of his neck.

"no, no it's just a sensitive topic you know, what was bothering me.." I sigh.

I watch as johnson tickles leeann and she starts cracking up.

I watch as john tries to impress deanna by doing a handstand in the water then falls.

I press my arm harder against my stomach.

"oh." he says flatly.

I know he wants to know, I can see the curiosity in his eyes.

"don't wonder, life's a waste." I tell him before walking up to my towel.

I watch as the sharp jawline opened then closed before the boy jack gilinsky turned around and walked up to me.

I stared straight at the 'growing unofficial couples' and looked further out into the water.

"you know, I don't think life's a waste," I feel him staring at me.

"well I do." I look back at him determination in my eyes.

"please tell me what happened lydia," I sigh telling myself to not let my weak side come out.

It just happens.

"jack gilinsky, this story is heart breaking and also heart melting." I begin.

"It's a lovely story of two lovers, who weren't meant to love." I sigh.

I start from the very beginning and end at the most horrid moment of my life which was truly the end of the entire story.

I watch as the tears roll silently down jack's face as well as I feel them going down my own.

He pulls me in for a hug that's full of care,warmth,and sorrow.

I wipe the tears that have fallen from my face and stare into his eyes.

It's not until it actually happens that I believe it did.

I feel his lips on mine and our lips move in a perfect sync.

Is this the boy I've been waiting my entire life for?

Is this the boy that won't hurt me?

Most importantly, is this the boy that will love me forever?

It's in that moment that I felt something that they say is indescribable.

A feeling beyond feelings.

It was the feeling I felt when I kissed jack gilinsky the boy that rode the penny board and was famous for singing songs.

I never thought it could happen until today.

But it was funny because we weren't even dating, yet I met him a day ago but I felt feelings develop.

I wanted them to go away but they couldn't.

It was all because jack gilinsky had to wonder.
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I know your all probably like, whoa!that escalated quickly.It is jack that will help her love so accept it in your life haha night hoes.