the wonder << j.g.

chapter 14

                Lydia

I look away and avoid any eye contact with them because I really don't want to start anymore fights.I sigh and keep my head, trying to finish my salad.I look up only to meet eyes with madison, she gives me an apologetic look?Probably just a trap I stare back at her showing no emotion what so ever.

She awkwardly looks away breaking the quite awkward atmosphere.I stifle a laugh to myself, and watch as sam's jaw clenches.

"babe.." I ask.

"yeah?" he asks.

"why are you so angry?" I ask confused.

"jack," he mumbles.

"baby, it's okay don't start anything we are here to enjoy the holiday and warm weather." I say grabbing his hand and rubbing circles on them to calm him down.

"I won't because I love you," he mumbles.

wait?he just said he loves me?oh my goodness I'm only 16 I never told anyone I love them, not even jacob.

"o-oh." I stuttered.

"wait, do you love me?" he asks looking me straight in my eyes.

"sam you know it's hard for me to love." I whisper.

"No I don't!I don't understand, I've given you everything!I know we just started dating but we've known each other for months!I feel like I've known you for years." he whispers the last part.

Tears roll down my cheeks and I stare at him with pure anger, I'm sick of being pushed around, expected to feel emotions, and lastly I'm sick of people thinking I should just take shit like I'm nothing.

"you know what sam? fuck you." I say.

"hey madison!jack! fuck you guys too!" I flick the three of them off and walk out the door.

Where am I going to stay now?

Cameron and nash!

I dial up cameron and after three rings he answers.

"hello?" he answers.

"cam," I say tears obvious in my voice.

"lyd?what's wrong?" he asks.

"could I stay with you and nash until it's time to go back to new york?" I ask him.

"of course, what happened?" he asks.

"I'll tell you when I get there," I sigh.

"okay bye," he hangs up.

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Once I take an uber back to the house, I climb through the window to get all my clothes.Luckily I didn't unpack anything yet so it will be easy to transport it.I do a double check to make sure everything is with me, and I hop into the uber.I look out the window and see kian's jeep drive past.

phew! I left just in time!

I arrive at the boys apartment and pay the uber his money.I go up to the fifth floor and knock on door 235.