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My heart was racing, pounding in my ear.All I could feel was was my chest going up and down at such a fast rate I couldn't bear it.
I disconnected my lips and I looked in his eyes.I met this boy 5 days ago and we already have been through so much together.
What does it all mean?
This question has been in my head since we first kissed.I still can't answer it and it's weighing me down.
I wanted to run away from it all again for like the 10th time.I was always known from running away from my problems.
"don't run," he whispers.
"please," he whispers once again.
I feel a tear run down my cheek and that one is followed by more.I always end up crying all the time.Anxiety attacks, worried half the time, and always scared about relationships.
"your not ready for a relationship," he smiles.
"don't worry I wasn't going to ask about one," he looks into my eyes.
I say nothing but I feel relief wash over me.I sigh and whisper a barely audible,
"sorry,"
"don't be baby girl, everything thing is going to be okay." but I don't believe his words at all.
I can see he's hurt, I can see that he doesn't want to pass me up he wants to be able to call me his.
I like him though, if I wasn't so scared to be in another relationship.What if he turns out to be exactly like jacob?
I know he won't though I just know.
"we should go back inside," he says.
I just nod in agreement.
We walk back into the taco bell to see madison with a black eye sitting down and crying.We see deanna with a bunch of scratches, leeann with a busted lip and a crowd of people standing in the corner scared for life.
"yes 911?um three girls the names of madison beer, leeann zoder, and deanna baker were just beating each other in my store," the manager says into the phone.
"yes,"
"okay thank you,"
"um taco bell, 1887 sunrise highway,"
"o-okay,"
"thanks again bye now,"
I stand there and I glance at madison to see her baring her eyes into me.She flicks me off and rolls her eyes.May I mention her eyes are red and puffy with mascara running down her cheeks.
She has no makeup left to cover her ugliness and looks horrible.Wow makeup can do a lot huh?
Jack and I stand there with the other boys all 8 of us biting our lips.We soon see cop cars pull up to the taco bell.
"alright where are the three girls?" an officer asks.
"right there!" the manager points to them three.
"madison?" she raises her hand.
"you are under arrest, you have the right to remain silent." he cuffs her.
"leeann?" she raises her hand.
"your are under arrest, you also have the right to remain silent." he cuffs her also.
"deanna, your also under arrest, as you most likely know, you have the right to remain silent." he cuffs her also.
"no family nor friends are allowed to visit until we investigate further, thank you." he says and three officers take the girls and thing.
Everyone returns to their normal goings and continues to order other things.
How are we going to get them out of jail?They probably went after madison after they saw me run out.I sighed and looked at jack as he gave me the most worried look ever.
"are you okay?" I hear justin's voice.
A tear slips, "I'm alright, thanks for asking justin." I love jc he is my favorite but since he has known me since I was a baby, I like to call him Justin because of how close we are.
"no problem," he hugs me.
"oh my goodness," kian breathes out, "thank the lord your alright," he smiles ruffling my hair.
After that more people ask if I'm alright and I answer them truthfully that I was half and half.Madison is one of those people that make me wonder why she's like that.What type of person would want to ruin someone else's life?Only Madison.
"I suggest we go bail my girlfriend out of jail," johnson laughs dryly.
"nah I was thinking we sit on our asses and smoke some weed," nate says.
"there will be no smoking of weed around me!" nash says.
"pussy," sammy mumbles.
"bro, what the fuck are you talking about?You have smoked weed before." nate says.
"yeah you have," the other boys nod in agreement.
"alright!We have to go back my cousin's out of jail remember?" I snap my fingers.
"righht." cam says.
"shut up," I hit his arm.
We all hop into the clown car like jeep and head off to the shirley police station.
4:30 pm
"ugh what took so long?" cam says getting out of the car stretching.
"it was a twenty minute drive?" nash gives him the 'bitch wtf you sayin' look which makes sam crack up for some unknown reason.
After everything dies down, we head into the police station.
"hello, how may I help you?" the officer asks us.
"hi, we would like to check up on deanna baker and leeann zoder?" I say I wait for her to look them up and she frowns.
"sorry ma'am but they are not available for visitors right now," she gives me a half smile.
"okay was there any possible way we could bail them out?" she looks at me like I'm crazy.
"ma'am, the team is investigating the issue right now so anyway of bail would be impossible they could be in here a few hours or a night to the most," she replies.
"okay, thank you for your help," I smile at her.
"no problem, do want to give me a number so I can call you and let you know what happens?" she asks.
"sure why not, my cell is (632) ***-****," I give her my cell.
"thank you ma'am, have a nice day!" she smiles.
I sighed as we piled back into the clown car like jeep.
"where and what are we going to go and do now?" I asked.
"she's right, we can't go back to the campground without the two girls the parents will get suspicious." jack says as he lightly rubs my back.
"how about we wait until the cop calls, and if she doesn't call before 10:00 then we will have to tell the parents?" nate suggests.
"I guess we could do that," justin sighs.
"here's to a long night of waiting," I mumble.
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well I don't remember if I mentioned this before but how she met jc was in texas, because she used to live in texas but she moved away when she was younger with his family and her family because they both wanted to get away from texas so yeah.I know jc lives in california and so does kian and all the other boys, but in this story they all live in long island, new york.
I think I'm going to write again tonight so yeah.
Alright, bye loves!💘
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