Stronger than you Know (Lesbian Stories) || Nickvie

Taking risks is good

After a couple weeks of none stop recording in the studio, the album was nearly done, it has been planned that it would be done by the next few weeks. The band was excited and couldn't wait to release another great album to the fans. However the sex wasn't spoken since between Stevie and Christine, that has kept in the shadows, but for Christine it was brushed underneath the rug right beneath her feet. There were moments where Christine's lips parted with full guts to bring up the conversation about it, or even about that move Stevie had done to Christine by kissing her cheek, but no words came out. Stevie was one confusing woman but Christine liked challenges, although this one wasn't one of those she enjoyed to figure out.

That Morning alone at 8:37 am Stevie was wide awake, wearing a white robe sitting outside her porch, the sun has been hidden behind the gray clouds since 6:00 am, it was such an inspiring kind of morning Stevie has written over four pages of pure poetry, but this wasn't going to go out into the public, at least not now. Christine's blue eyes would often appear in her thoughts, her smile and her very elegant shallow voice echoed in her ears.

"Blue eyes" Stevie wrote into her book and tapping the pen on the page gently. She bit her bottom lip examining those two words, and it was almost as if Christine's face could just appear on that paper at how vivid these thoughts were. As soon as she closed the book those memories of that particular night quickly changed, there was a feeling in her core that she should speak about this with Christine. She walked inside and looked in the mirror, staring at her own eyes, her pale skin matched the wall behind her and her hair wasn't perfect, the house was quiet enough to hear her dog pacing around the wooden floors and the distanced birds singing out her window. Concentrating onto her own face she began to tap her long red nails on the table in front of the mirror loudly.
"You're good" Stevie assured herself continuing to stare at her reflection and released a deep sigh. This was new and it made her nervous to question what she was feeling suddenly towards Christine, after sex there was no way Stevie could just fall for someone, but knowing Christine for years it made sense, not knowing if loving a girl in her heart was the most confusing part. Stevie jumped lightly at the sound of a loud knock at her door, She tied her robe around her small waist and saw Lindsey standing out her door as soon as she opened, her lips parted but no words came, As well with Lindsey who had no idea in the beginning why he came "Lindsey, Hey..." Stevie greeted.

"Hey! Uh, can I come in?" Lindsey asked nervously.

"Come in, sure" Stevie backed up letting him enter "What brings you here?" She asked closing the door behind her.

"Thought we should talk, about the argument" Lindsey answered but his face did not match his words, he seemed so unsure why exactly he was really there, Stevie being so insightful has noticed but decided to go along with him.

"Which one?" Stevie joked with a smirk.

"Both? Studio & the day before Chris's birthday party" Lindsey chuckled lifting a brow and sighed, his body gave up on being so tense and he looked straight into her eyes once again "Look, I thought about what Mick said, I think he's completely right, yes I can be a ... Bossy Man"

"Bitch Queen, But go on" Stevie corrected.

"We're basically never on the same page, like ever" He added.

"Well that's why we never worked out, Lindsey. What's new?"

"I came to apologize, we never make amends after a fight, we kind of just ... Pretend it never happened and that creates these attitudes between us. It isn't easy to work with you I'll admit, but I'd love just never argue about the smallest things"

Stevie crossed her arms over her chest listening carefully, not sure if he's blaming her for the choas or blaming himself for being a Bitch Queen but stayed quiet during his 2 minute rant.

Lindsey rubbed the back of his neck and extended the other hand towards her "Accept my apologies?" he said softly.

Stevie shook his hand and shook it adding a smile "Of course, just keep your too honest opinions to yourself" She said in a sarcastic tone in her voice.

"Actually there's something else I gotta admit" Lindsey uttered softly, catching her off guard her "Stevie although we ended long ago, know that I still think about, it takes more than two years to get over you. Just know although we still argue, I never really think any different about you..." he leaned over to her and softly planted a kiss on her forehead for a long second and escorted himself out her door accidentally bumping into Christine

"Op! Sorry, Hey Chris" Lindsey blurred, Stevie turned to see Christine standing out her door as Lindsey continued to make his way down the porch stairs "Catch you both later" Lindsey called out putting on his silver spec's to avoid the bright sun that has finally came out. Christine wasn't sure why Lindsey came by, scratching her head she turned back where Stevie was now standing near her sharing a very polite grin "Another argument?" Christine asked. Stevie was too caught in what just happened, on what Lindsey just admitted beyond his apology, shaking her thoughts off Stevie smiled and shook her head "No, he actually apologized for being a rude bitch" Stevie stated crossing her arms "What brings you here?"

"I need to know something, Stevie" Christine asked in a serious tone in her voice, Stevie nervously nodded, by the looks in Christine's eyes this had to do with her feelings "Stevie ... You can't just - You can't just, Kiss me on the cheek and tell me our sex was unforgettable and then just pretend nothing happened for weeks! I tried to push away that you're leading me on but honestly it's starting to feel like you are" Christine uttered demandingly. Stevie's eyes dropped to the floor to avoid Christine's upset blue eyes, although Christine wasn't correct with leading her on it was still kind of hard to see her eyes, this time they didn't look peaceful like they usually were. Another silence landed between them and Christine has had it with Stevie's hesitations, it was an obvious sign that Stevie still just was not sure about anything between them, sexually wise, friendship wise and even maybe relationship wise.

"I'm not leading you on" Stevie said still making no eye contact.

"I must know what's really in your mind, so I can stop hoping, at the looks of it I should already stop hoping we could be a beautiful rare thing when I saw Lindsey walking out" Christine added in catching Stevie's confused eyes.

"Nothing happened, trust me. I can't have my heart broken. Not again" Stevie said gulping loudly.

"That wasn't exactly my point" Christine mentioned again. An urge to tell her Lindsey still had a thing for her wanted to come out like vomit, but she wasn't sure if that'd even make Stevie feel good or laugh it off, but at the same time it could be a test if Stevie truly got over him. Christine ran her fingers down her short blond hair releasing a soft frustrated sigh, this situation was only giving her a headache, she took it that Stevie definitely saw this as a temporary phase due to being so single catching feelings was just too easy, yet so hard to forget. Chris only nodded "....Ok" she said softly with a wry smirk "Alright, I'm sorry I bothered you, On with your life" She added making her way out and down the porch stairs.

"Chris..." Stevie uttered, quickly approaching her door and stood out her porch "Chris!" she called out but Chris did not stop. Instead Stevie decided to run towards her bare foot before Christine got to her car holding the robe tighter around her waist "Wait, Please" She called out again. Christine finally stopped, she turned unexpected & caught off guard once again with Stevie's lips upon hers, this time Stevie held her hips and her kiss was more passionate than before, it took Christine's breath away literally. Stevie unattached her lips a couple inches away from Christine's catching her breath, meeting Christine's blue eyes up close "I don't know what's happening to me, honestly" Stevie whispered, she swallowed and took another breath "But your ass has been stuck in my mind ever since" Stevie added in softly.

Christine observed Stevie's rosy, glossy lips "Your ass has been in mines too" She whispered.

"You make me feel alive again, its scary I admit, but I've decided to take risks" Stevie said and added a cute smile, Christine smiled blushing and nodded

"Taking risks is good"

Christine planted another kiss on Stevie's lips, being a bit taller it was easier to carry Stevie at how tiny it was. Chris made her way back inside Stevie's home kicking the door shut with her feet while still holding Stevie keeping the passionate kisses going, the back of her mind she hoped this lasted, still worried about Lindsey but more glad Stevie took risks, a risk of a beautiful rare thing.