There's something about her

Chapter three

Sonya's POV

I ran out of the house. The one home i only have and I ran because i know they hate me. They pity me. Just because my family are dead. I dont care if we are brother and sister. He doesn't care for me. Who would care for me? Just look at me. I'm not pretty compared to any other girl. I'm just me. No one loves me. Not even my past boyfriends that all said that they loved me and i believed them. I was an idiot and i believed them. They all cheated on me. All three of them. I'm kind of happy that they did. They showed me that i can never be loved. And that i should never ask to be loved. I ran straight ahead to a tree. It was such a pretty tree. It was a cherry blossom tree. I climbed its limbs until i got to the middle. I sat on a rather big limb and went into my pocket. On my way out i grabbed my emergency razor. I felt the smooth blade as it slit my wrist. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight. Eight cuts. I grabbed a wipy from my bag and i wiped the cuts. Then i put gauzes on my arms. I wonder if my mom and dad could see me now. Terrified of Dahvie and Jayy. Thinking how patheic i am. Tears soon fell on my lap. I miss my parents. Why did they leave? Everything has been hell since they left. Everything has been worsen since they left. I have no home. I have no family. I have no friends. I have no hope. I chuckled. All my life i wanted to die. But now that i know I am going to die. Im scared. God im such a chicken. I bet Jayy and Dahvie are throwing a party because im gone. They did give me a phone but i threw it off of the tree in to the meadow below. This place was so beautiful and so peaceful. I want to live here forever. I climbed out of the tree and i feel asleep it the warm grass.

Dahvie's pov.

I wonder where she is. She wont answer her phone, we called the police but they cant find her. God what have i done. I sent my sister out in the world by herself. When she need love the most i gave her the cold shoulder. When i found out about her self harm i yell at her. I was scared that she was like my mother and father. That she wouldnt accept me. But know i wouldnt blame her if she didnt accept me as her brother. "yo Dahvie get your ass up because we are going to get her." Jayy yelled. "They found her?" i asked hopeful. "sorta. They tracked her phone and shes in that pretty place about a mile away." He said grabbing his keys. I got up and ran after him. The care ride was silent. We didnt talk and we didnt make a noice. We got there in five minute and looked around. We found her phone but not with her. It was under the pink tree. We walked around and then i saw her. She was curled up in a ball sleeping. i picked her up and puther in the car. I told Jayy that i found her and we left home.

Sonya's pov

I was in a foggy place. I saw nothing but fog. I walk for a little bit but then i saw her. "Ashley" I screamed out. But she walked away. I ran after her. "Ashley!" I screamed again. She stopped and faced me. "What do you want you little bitch?" She spat at me. I step back. I was surprised at what she said. "Im sorry i didnt need to bother you i jus-" I was stumbling over my words to make a apology. "You just what? You thought you can come back into my life again and fix everything? Well you cant. Because of you im in a hole in the ground and you think im not mad? Please id rather kiss the devil then be two seconds with you." She spat at me. I was already crying. "I-I just w-wanted t-to see if you w-were okay after all o-of t-this time." I choked out. I didnt want her to die. I didnt want her to die! "Sure you did. Am i really supposed to believe you after what happened?" She said angrily. "I didnt want you to die. I swear. I just wanted to have fun. I didnt think you would die." I said the last part in a whisper. "Im done" She said and left me a sobbing mess.

" Wake up Sonya" I heard a familar voice. I was in Jayy's lap. I look around and i was in there house. I sat straight up and looked at Jayy. I put my hand to my face and it was wet with tears. Why was my face wet? Was i crying in my sleep? I felt something poking it to my back. "Er um Sonya do you mind to stop squirming on my uh" he said as he pointed down. A/n Jayy is bi in this story and has a crush on her but no one knows not even dahvie. I jumped off his lap and blushed "Are you okay?" Jayy asked softly. Suddenly filled with rage i said "Why would you care? You guys didnt even want me! You guys made me feel like i was nothing. All i want is my mom and dad back and to be away from Dahvie and you!". Jayy shed a tear. "Im sorry i didnt know you in felt that way." He cried and ran to his room. Great. Now I feel like shit. I walked to his room and i heard voices. "Im telling you. She hates me!!" Jayy sobbed. He was crying, hard. "Are you sure? Maybe yo in misunderstood her." Dahvie asked softly while Jayy cried out on his shoulder. Jayy looked horrible. And it was my fault. I made him feel this way. I was to blame. This is all my fault. I tugged at my jacket. It smells. Its been on me for the whole time. I took it off and ran to my room. I grabbed my razor. Its my fault. My fault. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve. Twelve more cuts. Then a knock on the door. "Er um dont come in im... Busy." I yell as i hid my razor. Jayy walked in looking like a mess. "Hey, you doing alright?" He asked. "Uh yeah, yeah i um have to go to the bath room." i said akwardly. I walk to the bath room but then he grabbed my wrist. "Hey, im sorry about early. I know tou dont know us and stuff i but i really would like to be your friend" He smiled. I nodded.

I love writing this book so much