There's something about her

Chapter Four

I let go of her wrist and i looked at my hand. There was blood. I look up at her and then she tried to run but i grabbed her arms gently not to hurt the cuts and i hugged Her. She cried into my shoulder saying Im sorry over and over again. "Shh its okay i forgive you. Shh its alright im here." I soothen her. She was getting blood on my shirt but i didnt care. All i cared about right now is that a beautiful angel was in my arms. I started to hum believe to her. After a while she calmed herself down. "You like blood on the dance floor?" she asked. "do you?" I asked delighted that she knew the song. "I have a few of there songs. I mean that all i know. Like i dont know the names of the singers or anything. I wasnt really allowed to listen to them." She said with tears in her eyes while talking about her parents. "Dont worry soon enough you'll know them well." I said as i hugged her. She looked up at me. Her blue contacts were off because of all the crying she did and i saw her beautiful brown eyes. They went well with her hair and face. She was so beautiful. I slowly bent down and i kissed her. I kissed her. Her lips were soft. It was like her lips were pillows. Our lips moved in sync then i pulled away. "I-Im sorry" i cursef my self for studdering. She looked at me and then kissed me again. She pulled away after a minute to take a breath. "Uh thanks for coming to talk to me uh Jayy." She studdered blushing. "Uh its fine really. I am going to my room know kay?" I said telling her that im not mad. She smiled. But it wasnt one of her fake ones. It was a real one. Her smile made angels look like devils compared to her beauty. I walked to my room. I lied on my bed and sighed. God im an idiot. I made her feel bad. She had to cut because of me. I sighed again and threw my shirt away. It was stained with blood and tears. I fell on my bed shirt less. I couldnt fall asleep. I changed into pajama bottoms and lied down on my bed. I was about to fall asleep when i heard the door open. I looked up to see it was Sonya. She only had an ovr size shirt on. "Hey sonya what do you need" i asked worried. "I couldnt fall asleep. I was uh wondering if i could sleep in here with you" She studdered hopefully. "Yeah, yeah sure come on the bed." I said. She climbed on the bed and snuggled closer to me. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed the top of her head. "Good night" She whispered sounding scared. "Good night my love" I said just below a whisper. She smiled into my neck and we both dozed off into a peaceful sleep.

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I woke up with Sonya in my arms. She was still sleeping. I gently get up and put her on the bed. I got up and went to the kitchen. "Jayy i cant find Sonya!" Dahvie yelled. "Dahvie calm down shes in my room." I said. He looked up at me. "What the hell did you do to my sister?" He said in a low voice. Just then Sonya came out in only the over size shirt she wore last night. "You bastard" Dahvie yelled punching me in the face. I lied there because i didnt think he would do this. He knows how much i respect him and he just went straight to the worst case Sinario. Sonya ripped him off of me and she slapped him. "What the hell is going on here." She yelled. "That bastard had sex with you didnt he?" He asked obviously pissed. "No we didnt do anything. All i did was ask it i could sleep in his bed because i couldnt sleep last night. I couldnt go to you because in your head i am not your sister. Then you go and beat your friend up over of what it looked like? And do you honestly think that i would sleep with someone i just met? First im just a burden then im a whore. Now i know that your really dont care about my feeling and that you think that i slut around and that im just an idiot." Sonya yelled. Dahvie look shocked as Sonya helped me up. "Sonya i-im-" he tried to say. "Save it. I know now that only Jayy cares about me and not you. She ran towards her room and slammed the door. I went to get some ice for my face. "Jayy im sorry" Dahvie said. Suddenly i was filled with rage i said "sorry is not going to cut it. I have a lot of respect for you and sonya and you think i would betray you like that? Now you call her a slut? Thats fucked up man. You keep saying you'll be nice to her but then you fuck up. There are only so many chances you get before yo in break her heart even more then it all ready is."

He shook with a sob. I left to go see Sonya. "Hey Sonya" I say quietly as i walk into her room. She was quietly sobbing into her pillow. I sat down beside her and rubbed her back. "Jayy?" she asked softly. "Yeah sweetheart?" I said in a loving tone. "Why does Dahvie hate me. I mean what did i do to get him dislike me." She asked with a crack in her voice. "He doesnt hate you sweetie" i said. "Then why is it you trying to confort me. Why did he say i was a slut and why does he say he doesnt care about me? Shouldnt it be him to confort me then you?" she said with a sob. I gently pulled her face up and said "shh he does love you" and with that said i kissed her with passion and love and caring. Everything no one has given her. And the best part.

She kissed back.

I literally love writing this book.