There's something about her

Chapter seven

Sonya's pov

"What" i asked taken back by what Dahvie said. "Its fine. We just need a couple of pints from you." He said. Its my fault isnt it. Im the one who caused this. "Its all my fault" I said as everything was spinning. Next thing i know everything went black.

Davhie's pov

She blacked out. I caught her but she said something. I think she said something but i didnt hear her. I picked her up. "Is this her?" The doctor asked. "Yeah she kinda passes out because she is afraid of needles" i lied. They took her to one of the hospital rooms and took the pints of blood.
Time lapse

Sonya's pov

I woke up and everything was still kind of dizzy. "Hello?" I said in a whisper. "Sonya your awake" Dahvie said. "What happened." i asked. "They took a few pints from you so you dont want to get up for a good day." He explained. "Where's Jayy" I asked. "He is the recovery room." He said. I started to cry. "What wrong" Dahvie asked worried. "its all my fault" I said. "What" He asked. "Its all my fault. I said horrible things to him." i sobbed out. "shh its okay. What happened?" He said softly while lying down next to me. "If i tell you will you promise not to be mad at anyone" I asked just above a whisper. He looked confused but nodded. I told him everything. About the kisses about me crying to him saying what i did and didnt deserve and how he stayed by my said no matter what. And the fight we had. When i was done i was bawling. "Sounds like Jayy really loves you. Im sorry for putting those ideas in your head." Dahvie apologized. I hugged him. Then the doctor came in and said we could go visit jayy. "You go on ahead im really tired" Dahvie said. I go and walk into Jayy's room and look ashamed of him self. "i-" I interupted him. "No dont" I said. "Im sorry it was all my fault" i said close to tears. "No no dont say that. It was my fault. I am the one who went over board with you. I didnt mean to go to fast." He said. "No if i just heard you out and didnt believe what Dahvie said i wouldnt have put you through this. I know i cant be loved but i can love. And i love you. And dont say that you love me because i know you dont. I jast wanted to day that. And you can pretend to love me but i wont believe it. I cant believe it." I said with tear streaming down my face. "Sonya wai-" he yelled as i ran out the door. "Josh was right im nothing" I said muttering to myself. I went to the store and bought some razors. I went back to the house. I went into my room and grabbed the sharp blade and scraped it across my wrist.

Flashback

"Josh i love you"
I said as i gave him a birthday present. It was a wrist watch that cost me seven hundred dollars. "What is this" He asked angrily. " a wrist watch. You dont like it?" I asked afraid. "No i dont you know i hate the color silver." He said coldly. "You know this is why everyone doesnt love you. Your parents hate you the whole school hates you and i hate you. Nobody loves you. You are worthless. You are just a slut that i date. You got that?" He hissed at me. I nodded. He pushed me on the couch and started to undress me. I started crying. I deserved it. It was my fault. Why didnt i get the gold watch. Why was i such an idiot. I took the abuse from him as he had his way with me. He slapped me and called me a slut. I am one. I am letting him do this to me. I am a slut that everybody hates.

Flashback over

Sonya's pov

I had made ten new cuts. I washed my arms and bandage them up. I lied down in Jayy's bed and just went to sleep.

Dahvie's pov.

The doctor came in saying that Jayy requests to see me. I went into his room. "Dahvie you have to go find Sonya. She ran off. I told her that i was sorry and she said that it was her fault that she over reacted and said she couldnt be love bu she could love so she loved but she didnt believe that i lover her" He yelled. I ran out the rokm and went straight home. Thats the only place she'd be. I went to her room and she wasnt there. I went to mine she wasnt there. I went to Jayy's room and i sighed in relief. She was here. I saw her arms wrapped in gauzes. Damn. I guess i was too late. I picked her up and put her into my lap. I started to sing to her bewitched. She woke up and listen as i sang to her. "You sound exactly like the singers." She said after i finished singing. I was surprised that she knew us. "Eh hehe yeah i guess" I said awkwardly. Maybe she wasnt allowed to listen us. Im getting off topic. "Why" i asked her. "Why what" she said nervously. "Dont play dumb i saw your arms" i said. "Im sorry." She said. "Im just so stupid. I thought Jayy could love me but i shouldnt be surprised. Right? Im just me and Jayy can have anyone he wants so why would he want me. I was just sad. I just needed the pain to go away." She said in a sad smile. I hugged her. "We care about you. Canr you see Jayy loves you? Cant you see that i love you? Just because you were raped one time doesnt mean you cant be loved." I said. She then said something most shocking. "Its was not just one time."