There's something about her

Chapter Eighteen

Two months later

Sonya's pov

I've had a lot of fun on tour.  I met Ashton and even though we had to leave her behind we facetime a lot.  Andy and I have been going on strong and he deals with me.  I am greatful that I have Andy.  He shows me love and always finds time for me.  When we were in Albuquerque he took me on a date. 

Flash back

"Andy where are we going" I groan mostly because I was blindfolded.  "A place" He said and even I can tell that he smirked.  "Really?  I never would have guessed." I said sarcastically.  He chuckled and patted my leg.  "Don't worry just listen to the music'' He said while turning up the radio.  It was my favorite song.  It was Jack and Jill.  I sighed in defeat and leaned back into my chair.  I slowly hummed.  Andy told me we were going out of a date since he didn't have to preform tonight.  He told me to dress in jeans and a warm jacket.  He also told me to bring a blanket.  It was folded on my lap.  I was confused and couldn't figure out where we were going.  After a good five minutes the car came to a stop.  Andy turned it off. I unbuckled my seatbelt and got out of the car.  "Hey what happened to the boy opening the door for the girl" He asked.  "Andy that is dead no one does that anymore" I said laughing. "Now I know why" He muttered.  "Don't make me get back into the car" I threatened.  "Nope not with these arms" He said while picking me up.  "Andy stop I'm heavy" I laughed.  "Your a feather.  Stop complaining I'm taking you to our date." He said strictly.  "Fine" I said.  He sat me down at a cold table.  Andy took off my Blind fold and there was a candle light dinner.  I gasped.  "I told you you would love it." He said.  I nodded speechless.   The whole night we ate and chatted.  Once we were done he cleaned up and we climbed back into the car.  We drove back to the motel that they were staying at.  Andy and I shared a room.  I giggled as Andy struggled to unlock the front door.  I secretly took the room key from him.  I bumped him aside.  I put the key in and unlocked it.  He gave me a glare and then kissed me.  It turned into a make out session.  We were taking off each others shirts while breaking the kiss.  " Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked concerned.  I nodded.  Then we started back up.  Soon enough we were both naked and Andy was lining up with my entrance.  "Are you ready" He asked.  I nodded and he pushed in gently.  I gasped as it hurt.  He kissed me and a distraction from the pain.  He waited for me to adjust and slowly thrusted.  He kissed my neck while giving me love bites all over.  He found my sweet spot and I moaned.  "Andy" I moaned out causing him to groan.  "That was fucking hot" He panted while grunting.  "Andy" I almost yelled when he found my G spot.  "Louder" he grunted.  "Andy" I screamed as I felt myself come undone.  It was just enough for him to come undone.  He pulled out and fell next to me.  We both were trying to get our breathing back to normal.  "I love you" He said.  I felt my heart swell with happiness.  "I love you too" I said as I fell asleep in his arms.

End of flash back

Right now I was back home with Dahvie and Jayy.  I was missing Andy a lot because he was on another tour.  Jayy and I have gotten along better.  He and I always go to the beach.  We would swim and splash water at each other.  I am so happy things feel like they are supposed to.  Now I feel extremely loved by my brother and Andy and have two best friends.  I hate to say it but it was like the car accident was a god send because I am so happy now.  Though I will never forget my passed.  I will never forget Ashely.  Ashely and I were the best of friends. We were sneaking out because I got her concert tickets to Black Veil Brides.  Ironic right?  On our way there I stopped at a gas station to used the bath room and when I got back she was missing.  I thought she went back home but no.  The next day they found her in a park.  I miss her everyday.  And I always will.  I don't know if she'll ever forgive me but I don't have to worry because I still haven't forgave myself for even leaving.  She's dead and she'll never live her life, have a family, or be like me right now.  Sitting at the window with a picture of me and my new family and looking back on the last three or four months.  I still shed a few tears here and then thinking about it.  In a way I'm still depressed.  I can't have a happy life with a good family but no one can erase the past.  I'm still missing my best friend, I'm still missing my parents, and I still will never forgive myself.  Andy, Dahvie, and Jayy think they can wipe away my sadness but the truth is, they can never fix me because I am beyond repair.  "Hey Sonya do you want to go to the beach?" Jayy asked.  I wiped my tears and put the picture back and get up.  "Yeah let me get my make up on as well my swim suit." I said giving my best fake smile.  I guess I will never truly be happy. 

I'm actually really happy with this chapter.  I know its not much but I don't think I would have wrote this if I wasn't sad.  A lot has happened and I feel exactly how Sonya feels.  Well anyways sorry for the wait I'll try posting more tomorrow bye xxx