Life as a youtuber, an Aureysparklez story

Chapter 15 - Empty bottles.

⁓ Jordan's POV ⁓
I open my eyes and lift my face from the hard floor. I get onto my knees but I get a strong headache as soon as I try to stand up. I bend over grabbing my head, what the heck have I done?
I look around, I am sitting on my kitchen floor, all around me I see shattered glass and some empty bottles. Last night I must have taken all the alcohol I had at home and drunk it. Not that I have much alcohol at home but because I never really drink I get drunk pretty easy.

I get up and jump over the shattered glass and walk over to the bathroom where I store painkillers, my headache is killing me and I really need some. While I walk into the bathroom I take a glance at myself in the mirror, I examine my face, dark circles, crazy hair and... I get interrupted by myself when I see my arm. It is covered in blood and little pieces of glass. It have big scratches and it looks like I have been attacked by a tiger. It doesn't hurt at first but the pain slowly increases and after some minutes it gets really bad.
I take a painkiller and swallow it with a glass of water, then I run over to my bedroom and change into a pair green shorts, I keep the shirt I have on because I can't change with my arm all bloody and scratched. Then I quickly grab my car keys and run out.

Later...

When I arrive at emergency section in the hospital I quickly get help by a doctor. The painkiller helped with the headache but my arm just hurt even more. The doctor asks a few questions and I answer them quick, the doctor then tells me they have to take care of my arm and that they are going to give my a syringe so I will sleep through the whole thing.
A nurse come in whit a syringe and puts it in my arm and everything gets black.

Later...

Back at home a few hours later my arm is wrapped I bandage but I can still bend my elbow and move my hand. It is unfortunately a bit hard to use the computer and I just feel clumsy while trying to record a Hunger Games video. I end up uploading a backup video and tweet a picture of my arm all warped up saying I can't stream today.

⁓ Erin's POV ⁓
I open my internet browser on my computer and check Twitter, it was some time since I checked it. The newest tweet is from Jordan and I click on it.

"Jardon u fool! No stream today, sorry guys"

Then there is a picture of his arm all warped up in bandage. I directly gets a feeling it's my fault, I hope he didn't hurt himself on purpose. I know I've hurt him real badly but not on the outside, instead on the inside.

⁓ Jordan's POV ⁓
The rest of the afternoon I spend cleaning up the apartment and trying to not think about Erin. It's hard and when I sit down in the couch for a bit of rest tears start to run down my cheeks.
I still can't believe it, she left me. The feeling of my heart being crushed is still aching inside of me, but now it feels more like a empty hole. A empty hole that only she can fill in.

I take my phone and open Erin's Twitter page, I take a look at her last tweets, one about a cute thing Boo said, I smile because I know how much Erin loves Boo. Then there is one about her latest YouTube video with a link. I take I deep breath and click the link, I never really watch other youtubers play games but I miss her so much. The video pops up on my screen and I click on the play button and the video starts. Her sweet voice makes me smile, but I sounds different. The happy and over excited voice is now low and sad, I can hear that she tries to sound normal but I notice that something is wrong.

I watch the whole video before I turn on some sad and slow music and drift away to sleep in the couch.