Life as a youtuber, an Aureysparklez story

Chapter 10 - I will miss you.

⁓ Jordan's POV ⁓
Then I lean over towards her face and kiss her softly on her lips, and I realise that I actually have feelings for her. I pull back and look at her, she looks a bit surprised.
"I have feelings for you Erin." I say quietly.
Erin looks me right in the eyes and say "And I have feelings for you Jordan."
I smile at her and she smile back, then I kiss her again. After som kissing I cuddle up with her and hug her tightly and I watch her drift away to sleep.

⁓ Erin's POV ⁓
I wake up and the bright room blinds me, I blink a few times and look around. I'm in hospital bed, Jordan is sleeping across the room in a armchair with his own hoodie as a blanket and the clock on the wall tells me that the time is 09:37 (9:37 am).

Then I remember last night, the Twitch party, the creepy guy, being drugged, riding ambulance and Jordan telling me his feelings. I smile when I think about it, I like him and he likes me, could it be more perfect?
Maybe the fans have been right about us, we should date. It was hard to miss that the fans really wanted us together, on every video we did together there were comments about us dating.
While still thinking I look over at Jordan again, he looks really uncomfortable and I feel bad for him, I therefore decide to walk over to him and wake him up. At first he looks confused, then happy and then stressed out.
"Mianite! I'm going to miss the steam, I need a excuse." He says.
"Oh, umm, just tell them you are visiting family!" I say.

He nod and quickly pick up his phone and tweet saying he won't make it to the stream. Then after a check up we leave the hospital and head home to Jordan's place. At his place we cuddle in his bed for a while until Jordan falls asleep, I guess he was a bit tired from last night. I then sneak out of his bedroom and start to make some food in his kitchen.
After some time I hear footsteps and I turn around to se Jordan standing I front of me.
"What are we?" He says before I even have the time to say "hi".
"We?" I ask.
"Yeah, you know, we are not friends but we are not boy and girlfriend?" He says.
"I guess we are dating?" I say.
"Do you want to date me?" He asks.
"I would love to." I say and kisses him on the lips.
"Do we tell anyone?" I ask.
"Not our subscribers, but maybe our closest friends like Sonja, Tucker and Tom?" He says.
"Sonja have probably already figured it out. I say.

⁓ Jordan's POV ⁓
After our little talk I recorded some videos for my channel and Erin took a shower and got ready. We were going to meet Sonja, Tucker and Tom at Starbucks for a coffee and tell them that we were dating.

Later...

When we arrive at Starbucks I take Erin's hand and walk inside, Sonja, Tucker and Tom is already inside and I could see in their eyes when they saw me and Erin holding hand that they understood. We walk up to their table and look at them still holding hands.
"No, no, now I'm actually the fifth wheel!" Tom says and pretend to walk way.
"I knew it!" Sonja says a bit to loud.
"You done good bro." Tucker says and gives me a pat on my shoulder.
I and Erin just looks at each other and smile.
"We are just dating, so you guys can't tell anyone." Erin says.
They all nod.
"So have you guys ordered?" I ask.
They all say no and we all walk over to the counter and order, after we get our coffees we sit down to talk. We talk about Mianite, conventions and other fun stuff.

⁓ Erin's POV ⁓
While we talk about all sort of stuff me and Jordan are playing with each other's fingers and sometimes he leans over and kisses me.

I hear the door open to Starbucks in the background while listening to Tom talking about the UK. I don't care to look who it is but I feel like someone is watching me, and not in that wonderful way I feel when Jordan looks at me, it's creeping me out but no one else seems to notice.
I turn my head sideways and see the person who is staring at me, it take me some seconds to realise who it is. But when I do, my body freezes, the person is my ex husband Jake. It was a while ago I saw him, last time I spoke to him things didn't really end on a good note, that's also why Boo my daughter lives with me and not him. And speaking of Boo, she is staying at my moms place when I'm her in LA.
I quickly turn my face away from Jake and look at Jordan, he notices my move and smile at me. But then he sees my scared face and his smile goes away, he kisses me on my forehead and ask "Is something wrong hun?".
"Yes, can we get out of here?" I reply.
"Um, yeah, if you want to." He says and look at Sonja, Tucker and Tom.
"Of course, we have finished our drinks anyway." Tucker says.

We walk out of Starbucks me holding Jordan's hand.
"So, we actually have to run anyway. But this was fun, we should do it again sometime!" Sonja says.
"Yes, of course." Jordan say.
The we all hug and Jordan and I walk back to the car.

"What happened?" Jordan ask.
"My ex husband Jake was there!" I say.
"Oh, you have told me about him before, I will make sure that he doesn't hurt you." He says.
"No, that's not the thing, he don't like when I date other guys..." I say.
"That guy is crazy, it was years ago you got divorced!" He say.
"I know..." I say.

Jordan drove us to the store were we bought dinner and candy, he was planning a cozy movie night to sheer me up. Is was our last night together before I travelled back home again but we had already planned that I should visit him again in two weeks.

Later...

I sat down is Jordan's couch and placed the bowl of candy on the coffee table. I took the remote and selected the newest episode of Game of thrones, is was mine and Jordan's favourite series and we always watched it together even if we weren't always together.
Jordan was already lying behind me on the couch, when I pressed the play button he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me down so I was lying right next to him. He still had his arm around me and I placed my hands under my own head. Together we watched the episode and cuddled.

⁓ Jordan's POV ⁓
I wake up with Erin's head on my chest, I stroke her hair and whisper "Morning beautiful.".
Today was the day she were traveling back home, it made me quite sad. I was going to drop her of by the airport around 10:30 (10:30 am) and we needed to drive in about one hour. Erin had already packed all her stuff so we could spend the whole morning together.
She looked up and said "Morning hun." We both smiled and then we kissed.

Later...

After a drive we were outside the airport, I follow her in but I know it was time to say goodbye, I hated goodbyes.
I look at her, she is so beautiful, I made eye contact.
"Erin, I hope you will have a safe trip home..." I took a deep breath "...and I will miss you very much, you know that." I say and my eyes start to tear up.
"Jordan" she wipes a teardrop away from her cheek "promise to call me every day because I will miss you very, very much" she says.
"Promise" I say.
Erin burst into tears and I give her a big hug, we stand there hugging each other for a while. At last we kiss a last time and then we wave goodbye. I watch her walk way until she disappears in the crowd.